Something I can't resist!?
The only thing I can't resist now is to punch Jacob's face and balls. But honestly curious din naman ako kung ano nga ba ang sinasabi niya,
...so I asked.
"Tell me, ano'ng something yan?"
He stopped in front of me, took a deep breath and said:
"Myself - I know you still love me, I know you always do."
"The feeling is mutual dahil ikaw lang ang minahal ko. Malaki lang ang naging utang na loob ko kay Ma'am Cess kaya ko nagawang iwan kayo ni Haley dati."
Lumuhod si Jacob, hinawakan niya ang kamay ko,
"I made the biggest mistake of my life noong iniwan ko kayo, please just give me another chance."
I closed my eyes and then I tried to remember all the pain and suffering that he gave me,
Deep inside the darkest portion of my cold, lonely heart,
...He's right. I still love him.
I still do.
I hold his hand tightly, so tight like I never want to let him go. He looked at my eyes.
He smiled at me, and I gave him the sweetest smile I could give and said:
"Jacob, please allow me to help you separate the truth from your illusions."
"First of all, huwag kang assuming. Stop being a delusional psycho."
"Second, undesirable na ba si Ma'am Cess mo kaya bumabalik ka sakin? Dry na ba? Well... Gamitan mo ng WD-40 ng dumulas ulit."
"Third, I don't need you. I don't even care about you anymore. HU U!?"
"Fourth, It's a blessing na nawala ka sa buhay ko dahil naging matatag akong tao."
"Kaya please lang, tumigil ka na at huwag mo na akong guluhin, masaya na ako."
I immediately ran away with tears rolling down my cheeks. I tried to run as fast as I can. Gusto kong lumayo sa kanya, nalilito lang ako, naguguluhan.
Hindi ko na alam kung ano dapat maramdaman ko.
Dahil sa ginawa niya, bumalik lang lahat ng sakit na naramdaman ko dati, lahat ng hirap at pagtitiis na dinanas ko at ni Haley,
...bumalik lang ang pangarap ko dati na magkaroon ng buo at masayang pamilya.
Noong may dumaang taxi ay agad akong sumakay at nagpahatid sa company namin sa Quezon City.
"I don't want to hear that song again, from the night that we first met, I don't want to hear you whisper again those things I'd rather forget."
"I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next, we'll be making love and then..."
"I'll fall all over again."
Pati music sa taxi pinapaiyak ako ng husto. May galit yata sa akin ang universe ngayong araw na to'.
• 1PM •
Nagmamadali akong bumaba ng taxi at patakbong pumasok sa building namin.
I'm late, SUPER! Kakalimutan ko na muna ang mga dramarama ko sa buhay, I'll focus my full attention sa work and reports.
Halos liparin ko ang 1st to 10th floor dahil out of service ang bwiset na elevator namin.
Ah yes, I'm so worn out.
Pagdating sa conference room ay nagulat ako dahil wala ng tao.
No! This can't be! I worked hard for my reports. Ayaw kong mapahiya sa kanila.
I tried to call Maggie but I can't reach her. Naiiyak na naman ako, I'm such a fucking failure!
I'm breaking down when someone hugged me from behind, his scent, his presence, that hug,
...brings comfort to my shattered soul.
"I'm here Miel, I'm always by your side."
Itinulak niya ako ng bahagya papasok sa conference room, then he shuts the door.
Humarap ako kay Xander and he swiftly kissed my lips, I kissed him back knowing na posibleng may ibang pumasok at makakita sa amin.
But I don't care, I just want that kind of comfort, a pleasure that will make me forget all the pain.
He kissed my neck and grabbed my butt, caressed it like it's his first time holding a big firm ass.
"What took you so long Miel?"
He bit my left ear, painful but it felt good. I'm getting very aroused from that sweet pain.
"Do it already."
Yung feeling na baka may makahuli sa ginagawa namin adds up intense thrill and excitement.
Napasandal ako sa pintuan, Xander kneeled at itinaas ang skirt ko, tapos ay mabilis niyang hinubad ang aking panty at agad na pinaliguan ng halik ang puke ko.
"Oooh Xan, that hits the spot."
Ramdam ko ang mainit na dila niya na gumuguhit sa hiwa ko, tapos ay mabilis na dadaanan ang clit ko, it feels so good, I'm getting out of my mind dahil sa mixed feelings.
Napatingkayad ako when he started to suck my sweet spot, nasabunutan ko siya sa sobrang sarap at gigil. I can't stop myself from releasing moans and faint cries.
I'm about to reach my climax when someone knocked on the door.
"Ma'am! Nandyan po ba kayo?!"
Maggie is calling me, sinenyasan ko si Xander na tumigil but he kept on pleasuring me using his tongue, tinakpan ko ang bibig ko dahil baka marinig ni Maggie ang ungol ko, shit!
This is crazy! I so love it!
I tried to stop myself, tried to control my orgasm, ang kulit kasi ni Maggie na walang tigil sa pagkatok at pagtawag sa akin.
But I cant fucking hold it anymore!
My knees are trembling so much, I'm about to cum, hindi ko na kaya ang sarap at kiliti na ibinigay ni Xander sa akin...
With one short moan, I released my orgasm, then I bit my lower lip. To stop myself from creating any more noise.
"Ma'am Miel! Ano'ng nangyayari!"
Maggie started to slam the door!
Xander stood up, he slowly licked his lips drenched in my pussy juice and said:
"Mag ayos ka muna Miel and wait for my instructions."
Mabilis kong inayos ang sarili ko, pero hindi na ako nagsuot ng panty, instead inilagay ko yun sa loob ng suit ni Xander and I told him:
"I'll go get it back when we're finished."
He smiled at me tapos ay binuksan niya ang pinto. Biglang nawala ang ngiti sa mukha niya, he became scary and serious.
"I told you that it's a very important meeting! Submit those reports to my office as soon as possible!"
Agad na tumakbo si Maggie sa tabi ko, nakayuko lang ako, tutok ang mata sa sahig hindi makatingin ng diretso kahit kanino.
After that "fake sermon" ay agad na umalis si Xander.
"Naku Ma'am! Buti na lang talaga at dumating ako or else baka sinaktan ka na ng poging yun!"
I smiled at my secretary and said:
"Yeah, thank you Maggie."
Thank you at nabitin ako! Kami!
Nagmadali kaming bumalik sa office ko at kinuha ang mga ipe-present kong reports, then I hurriedly head towards Xander's office.
Pagdating ko sa office ng CEO ay wala pa doon si Xander, nagpunta muna ako sa desk niya, tapos ay naupo sa silya ng pinakamataas na posisyon sa company.
I waited for him,
I'll use him to forget the pain,
I'll use him to satisfy my lust.
I'll use Xander as much as I want.
TBC ETA 2D