Filipino Sex Stories
Your Love: Reminisce
By wettpuss00
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I'm in my living room waiting for my beshy. Birthday kasi ng isa pa naming beshy and magce-celebrate kami tonight. Habang naghihintay ay nagbabasa ako ng libro at nakikinig ng music, for sure yung 5 minutes ni beshy magiging isang oras yun.
Then this particular song pop out from my playlist and suddenly I remember him. Yes siya na naman, sus if I know you know the feeling the teh wag kang ano jan. We will always have that one person na kahit gaano na katagal ang lumipas maaalala at maaalala natin. And for me, siya yun.
Okay, let me clarify this hindi porket naalala ko siya ay hindi pa ako nakaka move on. Of course naka move na ako noh. Pero may mga sandali talaga na parang tinetesting ka ng panahon. Tulad ngayon.....
It's Saturday. Start ng weekend, same old routine 9:00am na kami nagising ni Jay. Siya nagluto ng breakfast namin kasi tinatamad pa akong bumangon kanina eh. After namin kumain ay naghugas ng plato si Jay, kasi again - tinatamad ako. Kung pwede lang gusto kong humiga buong araw, ewan baka malapit na akong reglahin.
Jay is trying to cheer me up, di naman ako malungkot hindi lang ako masyadong nagsasalita. He did guess kanina if I am having my menstruation ba daw and I said no. Inaya niya akong manuod ng movie, I said no. Inaya niya akong maglaro ng video games, I said no. Ang ending bumalik ako sa kwarto, kumuha ng libro at humiga sa kama. Naiwan si Jay sa sala baka manunuod ng movie.
After an hour pinuntahan ako ni Jay sa kwarto. Humiga din siya, he lean his head on my tummy.
"Love, okay ka lang?" Jay ask.
"Okay lang ako, on the way na siguro yung regla ko kaya di ganito" I answered.
"Ano yun? Na traffic lang?" tanong niya
I know he is making a joke or a conversation pero besh wala talaga ako sa mood eh. Ok wait, wag kaagad judgmental may mga times talagang ganito kaming mga babae. Hindi kami galit, hindi rin malungkot pero yung mood na "Ah ok" or maybe ako lang yung ganun.
"Love gusto mo coffee?" Jay ask
"No"
"Ice cream?"
"hmm, no"
"Pizza?"
"No"
"Fries?"
"No"
"Cake?"
"Ano flavor?" tanong ko
"Yung favorite mo, chocolate" sagot niya
"No"
"Cinnamon Bread"
"No"
"Manggang hilaw?"
"No"
"Eh, ano bang gusto mo?"
"wala, I'm good love"
"Okay po"
Maya-maya pa ay naramdaman kong he is rubbing my tummy. Hinayaan ko lang siya, hilig niya kasing gawin yun. Actually hindi ko nakikita ang mukha ni Jay kasi natatabuna yun ng librong binabasa ko.
This time nasa right boob ko na yung isang kamay niya, he's massaging it and squeezing it gently.
"Love, what are you doing?" I ask.
"Just touching, ayaw mo?" tanong niya
I didn't response, nakakahiya kayang sumagot na "oh no love, please continue"
I guess naniniwala ang boyfriend ko sa kasabihang "Silence means no" so pinagpatuloy niya lang ginagawa niya. Lumipat ang kamay niya sa left boob ko ganun din ginawa niya, he massage and squeez it. Then I can feel that he is squeezing my nipples.
Hindi ko na maintindihan ang binabasa ko, damn it nag-iinit ako ah. Saktong finifeel ko na yung ginagawa niya nang itigil niya ito. Bumalik ang kamay niya sa tiyan ko at hinahaplos ito ulit. Naman oh!
"Alis tayo today love?" tanong niya
"May gusto ka puntahan?" naka-kunoot noo kong tanong, nakakabitin naman.
"Wala naman pero sana sa labas na tayo mag dinner mamaya" sagot niya
"Okay po"
Bigla siyang tumayo, akala ko babalik siya sa sala pero bumalik din siya sa kama but this time may guitara na siyang dala.
"okay lang na kumanta ako love?" tanong niya habang nakangiti.
Sinara ko yung libro na binabasa ko at umupo din ako sa kama na naka cross ang aking mga paa, magkaharap ang pwesto ngayon.
"Sige, sige I like that" Sagot ko.
Jay knows how to play a guitar and he is a good singer too. Hawig niya actually si Michael Pangilinan.
Jay start playing the guitar at nakatingin lang ako sa kaniya then he start singing.
You're the one that never lets me sleep
To my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
Jay look at me, he is smiling while singing
You're the one that I can't wait to see
With you here by my side I'm in ecstasy
Then he did it again, he made me fall in love with him again
I am all alone without you
My days are dark without a glimpse of you
But now that you came into my life
I feel complete
The flowers bloom, my morning shines
And I can see
I can feel every single word he's singing, I can feel that I am loved by him, I can feel his happiness right this moment.
Your love is like the sun
That lights up my whole world
I feel the warmth inside
Your love is like the river
That flows down through my veins
I feel the chill inside
I was just staring at him, staring at his eyes. Then I realize how blessed I am to have this man in my life.
Every time I hear our music play
Reminds me of the things that we've been through
In my mind I can't believe it's true
But in my heart the reality is you
He loves me for who I am, heacceptedme. He understands me, he cares for me. There is nothing that I could ask for more.
I am all alone without you
My days are dark without a glimpse of you
But now that you came into my life
I feel complete
The flowers bloom, my morning shines
And I can see
I promise to love this man, I promise to make him happy.
Your love is like the sun
That lights up my whole world
I feel the warmth inside
Your love is like the river
That flows down through my veins
I feel the chill inside
"I love you Love" then he kiss me on the lips.
"I love you too"
Remembering Jay still gives pain in my heart, I still have questions in my head and letting him go is hard but I should accept the fact that he is not coming back. But the good thing is, right now, I can say that I am okay not having him around. Yung nasanay na ako na wala na siya, hindi ko pa man nahahanap yung ako na nawala nung nawala din siya but at least masasabi kong kaya ko ng bumangon ulit.
At makukurot ko na yung beshy ko sa singit, anong petsa na teh? Wala pa din.
Fin. :)
Then this particular song pop out from my playlist and suddenly I remember him. Yes siya na naman, sus if I know you know the feeling the teh wag kang ano jan. We will always have that one person na kahit gaano na katagal ang lumipas maaalala at maaalala natin. And for me, siya yun.
Okay, let me clarify this hindi porket naalala ko siya ay hindi pa ako nakaka move on. Of course naka move na ako noh. Pero may mga sandali talaga na parang tinetesting ka ng panahon. Tulad ngayon.....
It's Saturday. Start ng weekend, same old routine 9:00am na kami nagising ni Jay. Siya nagluto ng breakfast namin kasi tinatamad pa akong bumangon kanina eh. After namin kumain ay naghugas ng plato si Jay, kasi again - tinatamad ako. Kung pwede lang gusto kong humiga buong araw, ewan baka malapit na akong reglahin.
Jay is trying to cheer me up, di naman ako malungkot hindi lang ako masyadong nagsasalita. He did guess kanina if I am having my menstruation ba daw and I said no. Inaya niya akong manuod ng movie, I said no. Inaya niya akong maglaro ng video games, I said no. Ang ending bumalik ako sa kwarto, kumuha ng libro at humiga sa kama. Naiwan si Jay sa sala baka manunuod ng movie.
After an hour pinuntahan ako ni Jay sa kwarto. Humiga din siya, he lean his head on my tummy.
"Love, okay ka lang?" Jay ask.
"Okay lang ako, on the way na siguro yung regla ko kaya di ganito" I answered.
"Ano yun? Na traffic lang?" tanong niya
I know he is making a joke or a conversation pero besh wala talaga ako sa mood eh. Ok wait, wag kaagad judgmental may mga times talagang ganito kaming mga babae. Hindi kami galit, hindi rin malungkot pero yung mood na "Ah ok" or maybe ako lang yung ganun.
"Love gusto mo coffee?" Jay ask
"No"
"Ice cream?"
"hmm, no"
"Pizza?"
"No"
"Fries?"
"No"
"Cake?"
"Ano flavor?" tanong ko
"Yung favorite mo, chocolate" sagot niya
"No"
"Cinnamon Bread"
"No"
"Manggang hilaw?"
"No"
"Eh, ano bang gusto mo?"
"wala, I'm good love"
"Okay po"
Maya-maya pa ay naramdaman kong he is rubbing my tummy. Hinayaan ko lang siya, hilig niya kasing gawin yun. Actually hindi ko nakikita ang mukha ni Jay kasi natatabuna yun ng librong binabasa ko.
This time nasa right boob ko na yung isang kamay niya, he's massaging it and squeezing it gently.
"Love, what are you doing?" I ask.
"Just touching, ayaw mo?" tanong niya
I didn't response, nakakahiya kayang sumagot na "oh no love, please continue"
I guess naniniwala ang boyfriend ko sa kasabihang "Silence means no" so pinagpatuloy niya lang ginagawa niya. Lumipat ang kamay niya sa left boob ko ganun din ginawa niya, he massage and squeez it. Then I can feel that he is squeezing my nipples.
Hindi ko na maintindihan ang binabasa ko, damn it nag-iinit ako ah. Saktong finifeel ko na yung ginagawa niya nang itigil niya ito. Bumalik ang kamay niya sa tiyan ko at hinahaplos ito ulit. Naman oh!
"Alis tayo today love?" tanong niya
"May gusto ka puntahan?" naka-kunoot noo kong tanong, nakakabitin naman.
"Wala naman pero sana sa labas na tayo mag dinner mamaya" sagot niya
"Okay po"
Bigla siyang tumayo, akala ko babalik siya sa sala pero bumalik din siya sa kama but this time may guitara na siyang dala.
"okay lang na kumanta ako love?" tanong niya habang nakangiti.
Sinara ko yung libro na binabasa ko at umupo din ako sa kama na naka cross ang aking mga paa, magkaharap ang pwesto ngayon.
"Sige, sige I like that" Sagot ko.
Jay knows how to play a guitar and he is a good singer too. Hawig niya actually si Michael Pangilinan.
Jay start playing the guitar at nakatingin lang ako sa kaniya then he start singing.
You're the one that never lets me sleep
To my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
Jay look at me, he is smiling while singing
You're the one that I can't wait to see
With you here by my side I'm in ecstasy
Then he did it again, he made me fall in love with him again
I am all alone without you
My days are dark without a glimpse of you
But now that you came into my life
I feel complete
The flowers bloom, my morning shines
And I can see
I can feel every single word he's singing, I can feel that I am loved by him, I can feel his happiness right this moment.
Your love is like the sun
That lights up my whole world
I feel the warmth inside
Your love is like the river
That flows down through my veins
I feel the chill inside
I was just staring at him, staring at his eyes. Then I realize how blessed I am to have this man in my life.
Every time I hear our music play
Reminds me of the things that we've been through
In my mind I can't believe it's true
But in my heart the reality is you
He loves me for who I am, heacceptedme. He understands me, he cares for me. There is nothing that I could ask for more.
I am all alone without you
My days are dark without a glimpse of you
But now that you came into my life
I feel complete
The flowers bloom, my morning shines
And I can see
I promise to love this man, I promise to make him happy.
Your love is like the sun
That lights up my whole world
I feel the warmth inside
Your love is like the river
That flows down through my veins
I feel the chill inside
"I love you Love" then he kiss me on the lips.
"I love you too"
Remembering Jay still gives pain in my heart, I still have questions in my head and letting him go is hard but I should accept the fact that he is not coming back. But the good thing is, right now, I can say that I am okay not having him around. Yung nasanay na ako na wala na siya, hindi ko pa man nahahanap yung ako na nawala nung nawala din siya but at least masasabi kong kaya ko ng bumangon ulit.
At makukurot ko na yung beshy ko sa singit, anong petsa na teh? Wala pa din.
Fin. :)