241 - Part 3

"You're not going anywhere mister! Shut your *ss on the floor or else"

Ang sabi nito sa akin nang tila galit so ako naman eh parang maamong aso na sumunod agad. I was looking at Amanda and I was telling her

"Save me!!!"

But she was not looking at me but to her Dad at ang masama pa nito, nakita nang tatay niya ang alak sa may lamesa

"DId you two drink all by yourselves?!" ang sabi niya

"Amanda! Answer me!"

He said in a high pitch and medyo tangina, kinakabhan na talaga ako, gusto ko man umalis sa kinauupuan ko, di ko magawa, kasi naman biglang pinatong nang tatay ni Amanda ang isa nyang kamay sa balikat ko

"Amanda, are you even listening?!"

"Papa! I'm already 22 and I already know what am I doing!"

"So letting a boy while you're here all alone is the right thing to do?!"

"So what?! Is it bad?!"

"Well, Amanda, what kind of answer is that?! What would you think if a man and a woman sleep in a house with only the two of them?! Well?!"

Then her Tito finally spoke up

"Alam nyo kayong dalawa, instead na magbonding kayo, eto at nagbabangayan kayo? Marco, don't tell me you came all the way here from Switzerland para lang pagalitan yang anak mo just because you caught her with a man, normal na naman yan sa magkasintahan eh"

Then nagulat ang tatay ni Amanda, and shet, ako din nagulat, ano bang kalokohan ang sinasabi nitong dati kong boss, pero I kinda like the idea so hinayaan ko na lang pero I don't think it makes things right, mukhang lalong nairita ang tatay ni Amanda

"Tapatin mo ko Amanda, may nangyari ba sa inyo nang lalakeng to last night?!"

"Eh ano naman kung meron?!" ang sagot niya

"The hell Amanda! Anong sagot yan!!!"

Ang sabi ko sa isip ko, maling mali ang sagot niya, mas iisipin tuloy nang tatay niya na may ginawa talaga kami eh madaling araw na nga ako nakarating

"Maniwala ka sa akin Marco, walang ginawa yang dalawang yan kagabe, kilala ko si Amanda at kilala ko din ang lalakeng kapit mo ngayon"

"Anong ibig mong sabihin?"

"He was one of my employee noon, and napansin ko na talagang sobrang close lang nang dalawang yan… mabait yan, so take my word"

Then he looked at me and then asked me

"Ikaw lalake, what's your name?"

"Eh..el.. Nunnal ppo…" ang sagot ko na medyo kinakabhan

"I'll be asking you man to man, alam ko na karakas nang mga lalakeng tulad mo eh, may nangyari ba sa inyo nang anak ko kagabe?"

"Wala po…"

Ang sabi ko while looking him straight in the eyes

"Girlfriend mo ba ang anak ko?"

Sasagot pa lang ako nang biglang lumapit si Amanda and then she grabbed my hands at hinila ako papalapit sa kanya

"Papa, stop this nonsense will yah?Kung BF ko man siya o hinde, that's none of your concern"

Then naglakad siya palabas at sinama ako and her dad just looked at us habang lumalabas kami nang pinto at lumabas kami nang gate at naglakad, di ko alam kung saan kami pupunta basta we keep on walking then after makalayo kami nang bahay we stopped sa isang play ground, then she sat on a swing then she said

"Pasensya na ha…"

"Saan?"

"Sa nangyari kanina… ganun lang talaga si Papa, protective sa akin, pero di ko naman siya na sinusunod eh…"

"Ok lang yun, pero medyo kinabhan ako…"

Then ang ganda nang ulap nang umagang yun, I looked at the clear blue sky at hinde mainit ang umaga that time, mahangin pa nga eh, and since it's moring, almost 7am pa lang noon, malamig pa ang simoy nang hangin.

"Bakit di mo sinabing may Boyfriend ka na?"

Hinde siya sumagot, then she looked at me, then she asked me

"Nagkausap daw kayo ni Richard, did he tell you something"

"Oo, meron, is it all true… na nagpopole dancing ka?"

Then tumayo siya, then she saw a monkey bar near the slide and then nagulat ako nang bigla siyang parang sumayaw doon, damn the way she dance so sexy, yun pa din ang suot niya, then the next thing she did eh sumabit siya sa isa sa mga haligi nang nito at nagulat ako dahil ang galing niyang sumabit then matapos niyang ipakita sa akin yun she told me

"Kung meron talagang pole right here, I might dance properly…"

"Then…"

"Oo, totoo ang sinabi niya sayo,,, that I was a pole dancer, few of my friends knew I'm doin this kind of thing… to earn money…"

Bigla kong naisip ang mga sinabi ni Richard about her, kahit pangit pakinggan, I guess Richard was telling the truth after all. Straight kong tinanong sa kanya without any hesitation

"May nangyari na ba sa inyo ni Richard?"

She looked at me, then umupo siya sa swing ulet and then she started swinging slowly

"What do you think?" she said
Di ako nakasagot, di ko alam kung maniniwala ako kay Richard sa bagay na yun or I will ignore it, tutal ginagawa naman talaga nang magkarelasyon ang bagay na yun, minsang nga kahit hinde, basta mapagtripan lang magsex nang dalawang tao eh nagsesex sila

"Sorry ha… kung hinde na kita nahintay…"

Nagulat ako at nagtaka, ano bang sinasabi ni Amandang nahintay

"What do you mean? and why are you apologizing?"

Umupo ako sa katabi na swing na inuupan ni Amanda, and then she reminds me

"Remember, dati when your still with that Jamaica girl, I told you that I will wait for you"

Then I remembered that day, that day she told me that she's willing to wait para maging kami, then I asked her

"Mahal mo ba si Richard?"

"Hinde…"

Isang solid at walang pagaalinlangang sagot ni Amanda

"He's just kind and caring to me, so I kinda get attached to him, I even started trusting him, but for the pas few months, after 2 months na naging kami, he started acting differently, kahit na sabihin natin na nagbibiyahe siya nang malayo para lang makita ako, but all this time… he just want to be with him on bed, he told me that he was happy pagmagkasama kami… pero the feeling kasi… di siya mutual, para bang, ramdam ko na meron lang siyang kailangan sa akin… and I guess, masyado akong mahina, to give in"

Then another shit was proven from Richard's story, they had sex, and that's kinda sucks pero kahit alam ko na may nangyari sa kanila parang it was like a normal thing lang naman. Then she asked me

"Ang dumi kong babae noh? I do stuffs like that to earn money… I also let my self be used by someone that I did'nt even love"

"Bakit ka ba naghanap pa nang ganung klaseng work, madame naman diyang mas maayos eh"

"Nagrerebelde pa din kasi ako hanggang ngayon sa Papa ko, alam mo ba kung bakit ako nilayasan nang Mommy ko, she found out that dad is having an affair with someone, when my mom decides na iwanan na si Papa, my Papa froze all of my mom's bank account and pinalayas ang Mommy ko na parang wala lang, so she did not really abandoned me, kelan ko lang din nalaman, and it was told to me by my Tito, bestfriend kasi ni Mommy at ni Papa si Tito, eh, blood is thicker than water diba so sa tingin mo kakampihan nang kapatid ang kaibigan? Titio said sorry to me and apologize kasi that time, he can't do anything but to give my mom some financial support, then my Tito started caring for me treating me like his own daughter, I guess that way siya bumawi sa Mommy ko, and you know what… mas kinikilala ko pang tatay ko ang tito ko kesa sa Papa ko"

Then slowly tears started to flow again in her eyes then she wiped it of and said

"I guess worthy naman ang iniiyakan ko noh? Naalala ko kasi, sinabihan mo ko, kung iiyak ako, sa dapat talagang iyakan"

Then I asked her

"Bakit mo nga pala di sinabi na di mo ko boyfriend, your dad might get the wrong idea sa mga sinasabi mo kanina…"

"You know… I wanted to break up with Richard, long before pa kami umabot nang 3 months… ngayon, 7 months na kami, and sino ba ang kasama ko noong monthsary namin, ikaw diba? I really wanted to break up with him, I did not love him in the first place…"

"Then why not break up with him if you're not happy anymore, nagtitiis ka nalang pala sa piling nya, why not tell him that you wanted to end your relationship?"

"Because I'm a coward"

I did not said another word, she then just look at the sky and continue swingging

"When I was a child, back then, someone used to push me on my back sa swing and it was fun, I was a kid back then, walang kaalam alam at walang pake sa mundo… you know how that feels, yung tipong wala kang iniisip kundi kung paano ka lang kakain, anong kakainin mo, anong palabas sa tv, that's why I act as a childish brat back then, but as we grow up, things change a lot. I don't want to change so I keep myself from being a child and I guess, that was a bad idea, right now, look at me, if I let myself grow up, be mature, tag along with mature people, maybe, just maybe, I could manage to decide things and sees thing in a matured way"

Then I hold the chain of the swing where she is riding that time and she looked at me, then I hold her hands and kissed it

"Nothings wrong sa pagiging isip bata, well, in some case talaga, medyo nakakaasar yang ganyang pagiisip, pero, alam mo, that quality of yours is the best thing I found so interesting, kasi dati, mas masaya ka, you always smile and you look so satisfied on things that happening to you na parang you don't care at all as long as your happy"

"Di mo ba naisip, na baka nagpapangap lang ako, na sa harap nang madaming tao, masaya ako pero pag ako lang magisa, malungkot at magisa? That realization wakes me up in my dream and let me face reality"

Medyo nagulat ako sa sinabi niya, true, di ko nga noon alam na may problema siya, and then, she stood up kasi there was a car na biglang dumating and it is familiar, sasakyan nang tito niya at lumapit siya dito at parang may sinabi lang ito sa kanya, then afterward umalis na din ito

"Ano daw sabi nang tito mo?" ang tanong ko sa kanya

"He wanted to talk to me pero sabi ko bahala na siya, I will go to his house na lang para dalawin si Mommy, hindi na muna ako uuwi sa bahay…"

Then nagulat ako sinasabi niya and asked her

"Saan ka makikitulog niyan?"

"I will rent an appartment or a condo or pwede naman sabihin ko na lang kay Richard"

Then bigla kong nasabi

"Wag!"

Then she kinda smiled and asked me

"Bakit napasigaw ka nang huwag?"

Then tangina kung bakit pa ako nagsalita noon at make this freaking decision

"Sa amin ka na lang muna makitulog"

Then a sudden realization, me and her on the same roof,in a situation na napasukan ko between Amanda and her father, f*ck, what kind of thinking did I do backthere, pero di ko na mabawi pa ang sinabi ko but she just smiled at me and then she told me

"Thanks for the offer, I appreciate it, but I can't be with you, I'm worried na baka mas pasama ka pa kay Papa, as much as I want to, isa pa, mapapalayo din ako sa work natin"

She got a point there but it feels like nagdahilan lang siya, or should I say an indirect rejection, and I feel like napahiya ako that time

"Don't worry, I would not be in the same roof with Richard kung yun ang inaalala mo, now that he is showing his true colors, manigas siya"

Medyo naging ok ang pakiramdam ko nang sabihin niya iyon sa akin, and then I remembered my cellphone, at namroblema ako and she asked me

"Oh, anong iniisip mo?"

"Naalala ko lang ang cellphone ko, di ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko, wala pa akong pambile eh…"

"Wait… so it means… teka…"

Then she puts her hands on her mouth like she was shocked and then she asked me

"So it means… di pala ako nanaginip noon, naholdap ka nga talaga"

Medyo natawa ako and told her the things that happened last night or should I say kaninang madaling araw and then hiyang hiya siya sa nangyari

"I'm so sorry… di ko alam na nangyari sa' yun along the way… why not mention it earlier?"

"Akala ko kasi, naalala mo yun, I forgot, you we're drunk that time…"

Then all of a sudden, it looks like meron siyang naalala and she looked at me and asked me

"So… it means… di rin ba ako nanaginip… na…"

And I smiled and told her

"Oo, di din panaginip yun…"

Then a parang may dumaan na anghel at tumahimik kaming dalawa as we are swinging slowly, then I asked her

"Are you regreting what you just did?"

Hindi niya ako matignan nang diretso but she I saw her smiling habang naka tungo siya

"Can… I ask you something right now?" she asked

"Ano yun?"

Then she lumapit siya sa akin and whispered

"Can we do that again?"

Di ko alam kung anong magiging response ko sa tanung niya, but napagisipisip ko wala naman mawawala sa akin so without a word, slowly approach her and then ako na mismo ang humalik sa kanya,just like I did earlier, slow, gentle and passionate after that bumalik siya sa swing na inuupaan niya we are both silent that time, then mayamaya pa may mga batang nagsisidatingan na and merong dalawang bata ang lumapit sa amin

"Ate, kuya… pwede po palaro kami dyan?"

Then Amanda smiled at them and sabi nang dalawang bata

"Kuya ang ganda naman nang asawa mo"

At natawa ako and Amanda suddenly hugged my arms and asked them

"Bagay ba kaming dalawa?"

"Opo! kaya lang po ang panget nang asawa nyo"

At natawa si Amanda ako eh medyo naasar sa mga bata, pero kids are kids, atleast they tell the truth that time but then Amanda told them

"Alam nyo, di naman sa ganda o gwapo nang tao yun eh, pagmabait sila at mamahalin ka nila, yun na lang ang papakasalan mo diba?"

"Eh ate ganda mabait ba siya?"

"Oo naman, kaya nga pinakasalan ko siya eh"

Then tumayo na kami sa swing at hinayaan na ang mga bata na maglaro at naglakad lakad na muna kami ni Amanda, then I asked her

"Bakit naman sinabi mo sa mga bata na magasawa tayo?"

"Wala lang… bakit masama ba?"

Then napangiti na lang ako, then I imagined her being her husband, will it be so great to be her husband, to be my wife. While walking, bigla akong natigilan, kasi naman, nakita ko ang tatay ni Amanda just right accross the street, and he approached us

"Magusap nga tayo Amanda, now…"

"Papa, what's to talk about at pwede ba wag ka namang gumawa nang eksena dito"

"Bakit ba ang tigas nang mukha mo sa akin?! Is this because of this man?!"

"Don't involved him in this, alam mo kung bakit ako nagkakaganito, don't play dumb Papa, you know why"

Then di nakapagsalita ang Papa niya and then she asked her with a normal tone

"Anak, umuwi ka na muna, pwede? We need to talk something, if you want, you can tag this guy along, please?"

Then she look at me and then tumango ako, and then, we three walk pauwi sa bahay ni Amanda. Then, pagdating namin sa bahay, pumasok muna si Amanda sa kwarto at naiwan kaming dalawa nang tatay niya, and shet, parang ang lamig lamig sa sala noon eh, it's almost 10am na so medyo mainit na. Then, all of a sudden his dad asked me

"Ano nga pala ulit pangalan mo Iho?"

Ang tanung niya sa akin and this time it was a soft toned voice, at di katulad kanina na parang kakainin ako nang buhay

"El Nunal po"

"Ilang taon ka na?"

"Alamost 21 na po, this year po kasi ang birthday ko"

"Trabaho?"

"Currently po I'm working as a Customer Service Representative"

"I see, family mo?"

"Tatay ko po, patay na, Mama ko po nasa Kuwait, kuya ko po kasalukuyang paalis na din po papuntang Dubai, ate ko na lang po kasama ko sa bahay pero po mas madalas siyang nasa Pampanga"

Then napapaisip ako kasi naman ano ba tong pinagtatanong niya sa akin, background checking, pero I have no choice but to answer him

"Saan mo nakilala ang anak ko?"

"Noon po kasi meron po akong training sa isang company same industry din po pero umalis din po kami dun kasi di po tama ang pasahod"

I lied at that part, kasi natangal kami at di umalis

"Eh paano ka nakapagtrabaho kay Leonard, what I mean with sa Tito ni Amanda, alam mo kasi I was kinda interested, di siya tumatangap nang kung sino sino lang, but when I heard that you work for him, I wanted to know a more about you"

Then nagsimula siyang magopen about sa kanila nang Tito ni Amanda and I found out that, ang Tito ni Amanda at ang tatay nia ay magkapatid. Then he opened up yung reason kung bakit siya ganun siguro ang ugali nang anak niya towards him and he just let him do that kasi, sa totoo lang, kahit sa akin gawin yun, magrerebelde din ako. Then he holds my shoulder and told me

"For what I heard about you sa aking kapatid, I guess I had nothing to worry about, pero di pa rin ako satisfied, protective ako sa anak ko, and I wanted to know who are the people my daughter hanging with… Right now I entrust you my daughter, for now, right now I can't still reach her but as I observed, ikaw lang ang lalakeng nakakaalam nang mga nararamdaman niya, pero sana naman wag kong malaman na you're taking advantage of her or else.. "

Then lumabas si Amanda, wearing her favorite long oversize sleeves and her short cycling short, and she sat besides me and wonder kung ano ang pinagusapan namin nang tatay niya

"I hope we understand each other ok?"

"Ano naman ang sinabi sa kanya?" ang tanong ni Amanda sa papa niya

"Wala anak, by the way, about you Mama",

"Dito ko siya gustong iburol, at ililibing siya dito"

"Pero anak, you can't accommodate the people who are coming here, madami daw ang pupunta and di kakasya dito ang mga bibisita"

"I don't care, wala akong pakielam, at isa pa, kung gusto mo pa bumawi kay Mommy huli na ang lahat"

Then she went inside her room and slams the doors. Her father knocked at the door but he stopped and answered his phone. Then, tinawag niya si Nanay Ela and told something and then he looked at me and pinalapit niya ako

"Right now ikaw lang ang alam kong taong makakausap nang anak ko, alagaan mo muna siya, I trust you and don't give me a reason to regret it"

Then umalis na lang bigla ang tatay ni Amanda, then Nanay Ela told me

"Iho, alam mo ba na ngayon ko lang nakitang nagtiwala si Ser Marco sa lalakeng kaibigan nang anak niya, alam mo iho, sadyang mahal naman si Amanda nang tatay niya, binubuhos nang tatay niya ang oras sa trabaho, kaso nga lang, di talaga matangap nang bata ang ginawa nang tatay niya sa nanay niya, dalaga pa ako noon nang makita ko ang away nang magasawa, at kung paano itaboy sa bahay nang tatay ni Dada ang nanay niya"

Then after a few minutes, lumabas si Amanda na namumula ang mata, halatang umiyak siya

"Nanay Ela, umalis na ba si Papa?"

"Oo iha umalis na siya, meron pa daw kasi siyang aasikasuhing kliyente alam mo naman si Papa mo eh"

"Ganun naman siya eh, minsan na nga lang umuwe sa Pilipinas, nagaaway pa kami, nakakabwiset talaga siya"

Then may inabot sa akin si Amanda, it was cellphone and nagtaka ako kung bakit niya inabot iyon sa akin then she said

"Here, take this phone, medyo luma na yan pero gumagana na pa siya"

Nang makita ko yung phone, natawa ako sa sinabi niyang luma, wala akong makitang kahit konting gasgas dito, iniisip ko kung sadyang napakaingat niya lang sa gamit. Sliding phone siya at unit nang Sony Ericson

"Are you giving this phone to me? Parang di pa to nagagamit ah?"

"Sa iyo na yan, after all, you lost your phone dahil sa akin, so I guess it's right to replace it"

Then she asked Nanay Ela kung meron nang pagkain, nakapagluto na si Nanay Ela, Bicol Express at Kare Kare

"Kumain na muna tayo, then mamaya, bili tayo nang sim card mo, ok?"

Then pumunta na kami sa kitchen at sa amoy pa lang, busog ka na, ang bango nang mga luto at yung kanin, amoy pandan. Then when we eat ang sarap talaga, one of the best Bicol Express and Kare Kare I've ever tasted and what do you know when I ask Nanay Ela

"Nanay Ela, taga Bicol po ba kayo?"

"Oo iho, Camsur"

"Kaya po pala ang sarap nyo magluto, wait, so it means"

I looked at Amanda and asked her

"Bicolana ka ba Amanda?"

"Oo, kaso di ako marunung magsalita nang ganun,bakit mo natanung"

"Di na ako nagtaka na magayun ka" I said

"Ano?"

Amanda asked while smilling and then Nanay Ela smilled and told Amanda

"Ang sabi nang kaibigan mo, kaya pala ang ganda mo"

Then kinurot kurot niya ako sa may tagiliran

"Ikaw ang yabang mo! Nagsasalita ka nang ganyan! Madaya ka! Nanay Ela turuan mo nga ako, mamaya inaasar na pala ako nitong lalakeng to eh di ko pa alam"

"Konti lang din naman alam ko eh, basic lang kumbaga, kaya wag kang maparanoid dyan ok?"

Ang sabi ko sa kanya and then after eating, lumabas muna ako para magyosi at pag labas ko, meron akong nakitang taong pamilyar sa akin, si Geraldine

And then Nanay Ela opened the gate at pinapasok si Geraldine, then when she saw me, parang nagiba ang timpla nang mukha niya, then she approached me and ask

"Nasaan si Amanda? What are you doing here anyway?"

Di ako nakasagot and then lumabas si Amanda sa kwarto niya nang nakabihis, wearing a shot maong short, off shoulder gray shirt and sneakers and she was surprised that Geraldine was there

"Oi!!! Naligaw ka? Anong meron?"

Geraldine did not answer Amanda instead hinila niya ito papasok nang kwarto, I was puzzled on what's goin on, after a while, Amanda came out of the room and then she told me

"Just ignore anything she was saying, asar lang talaga yan sa mga lalakeng lumalapit sa akin, lalo na sa'yo"

"Bakit naman?"

Then she whispered

"She still remember what we did that night…"

Then naalala ko yung 1st time na medyo may nangyari sa aming dalawa then I smiled and then I realized that she got a reason to be mad

"Nanay Ela, take care of Geraldine for a while, may pupuntahan lang kami sandali ha"

"Paano pagdumating si Papa mo, sabi niya diba"

"Nanay Ela, kung ayaw mo magaway tayo, don't start arguing with me about Papa ok?"

Then umalis na kami at naglakad papunta sa sakayan.Habang naglalakad kami, dahan dahang nagkakabungguan ang aming mga kamay, hanggang sa ako na mismo ang kumapit sa kamay niya, pag inalis niya to ibig sabihin ayaw niya kaso nung hinawakan ko, di nya naman tingal ang kamay ko sa kamay niya and we are holding hands while walking

"Amanda… are you going to break up with that Richard guy?"

"I don't know… let's not talk about that… if that's ok with you…"

So di na ako nagtanong pa, gusto ko lang talaga malaman kung makikipagbreak ba siya or what, then her phone rang, she just look at the phone and did not anser the phone

"Bat di mo sagutin?"

"Would like me to talk with Richard?"

Then natigilan ako she gave me her phone and told me

"Ikaw na ang bahala whether you will talk to him or not, after all, I'm not interested talking with him"

Then I answered the call

"Hello, why are you not answering your phone? I called you almost for an hour, Babe, I'm sorry if I said such things to your friend or suitor or kung sino man siya, nadala lang naman ako nang emotion ko at stress sa work ko, Babe please magsalita ka naman"

Then I cut the call and then I looked at her and asked me

"What did he say?"

"Wala… wag mo na lang alamin…"

I lied to her, ayaw ko kasi na malaman niya pa ang mga pambobola na gagawin nang hayop na yun kay Amanda, now that I'm having an interest with her,nakarating din kami sa may sakayan at sumakay kami nang FX, papuntang SM Megamall and I ask her

"Bakit tayo pupunta nang mall may bibilhin ba tayo? I asked

"Sim card mo"

"Ang layo naman nang bilihan mo, meron naman atang tinda doon sa mga loading outlet na nadaanan natin"

"I would like to have some fun as well, sayang naman ang sick leave ko nang 3 araw kung di ko susulitin diba, by tommorow kasi, baka nandyan si Mommy"

Then she smiled and said

"Later let's drink can we? kung ayaw mo ok lang naman."

Then naisip ko na meron pa akong aasikasuhin pero meron pa naman akong dalawang araw na walang pasok so I told her

"Sure, wala naman kaso sa akin yun, pero baka pagalitan ka nang Papa mo eh, kasi …"

"El nunal, if you don't want me to get pissed off, pls don't metion my Papa here, ok?!"

Bigla akong natahimik kasi medyo mataas ang boses nya noon, and then she holds my face with both of her hands

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to raise my voice, it's just I really don't want to talk things right now, can we just have fun, kahit ngaung araw lang na to…"

She was saying that having an eye contact to me, so then, I hold her hands and told her

"As you wish, starting at this moment, problem free muna tayo, lets enjoy this day the way you wanted it to be"

And then nakarating na kami sa mall and then, para kaming mga timang na nagtitinakbo papasok sa mall, then, I just remember, I used to do this thing with someone else, but it is not the time for sad flashback, right now, I got a mission, to make this girl right now happy

"Ang bagal mo naman!"

Ang sabi niya sa akin, naunahan na pala ako ni Amanda

"Sadya yun! Baka kasi di ka umabot sa akin pag binilisan ko eh!"

"Wooo! Mukha mo!"

Then when we took the escalator, para kaming may sayad, we are taking one step backward para di agad kami makaakyat, pinagtitinginan na nga kami nang mga tao pero still who cares, nakikita ko siyang ngumingiti at masaya then she asked me

"Guto mo kumain?"

"Tara, ano bang kakainin natin?"

"Ikaw na bahala"

So I hold her hands and drag her along sa foof court and sa may kamayan kami kumain

"Marunong ka bang kumain gamit lang kamay?" tanong ko sa kanya

"Hin…de.. eh…"

"Then I'll be feeding you hahaha"

Then nagulat siya kasi sinusubuan ko siya gamit lang kamay ko at parang nahihiya pa siya

"Nakakahiya naman to… pwede magkutsara na lang ako"

"No… you can't do that my pretty little princess, now sa Ahh"

Then she opened her mouth at nang sinubuan ko na siya di niya sadyang nakagat ang daliri ko

"Huy! Di pa nga kasama kamay ko sa pagkain"

At nagtatawanan kami at napapatingin yung ibang mga nakaupo and some of them told us

"Ang sweet nyo namang dalawa, hon ako nga din subuan mo"

"Hon, pancit kakamayin ko baliw ka din eh"

At nagtawanan kami, after eating, pumunta muna kami nang wash room, naghugas ako nang kamay habang siya naman eh di ko alam kung anong ginawa sa banyo then I'm waiting for her then nagulat ako, she had a make up then she asked me

"Ok lang ba?"

"Oo kaso, alam mo, people will appreciate your tru beauty without a make up, ok na naman itsura mo kanina eh"

"So tatangalin ko ba?"

"Oo, kahit powder and lip gloss ok ka na, mas cute ka pag yun lang eh"

Then she goes back to the bathroom and when she comes out, she ain't wearing anything but lip gloss and then I suddenly ask a lady who pass by

"Miss excuse me ha, di ba maganda naman siya kahit walang make up?"

"Wala siyang make up nyan?"

"Lip gloss"

"Maganda nga talaga siya, walang makeup tapos ganyan na itsura niya"

Then I thank the lady and ask her

"Mali ba ako nang sinabi?"

Then binatukan niya ako and smiled, she is a beauty queen with her t-shirt and her maong short pa lang, then she asked me

"Can we play at Cyberzone?"

"Sure thing, tara"

Then pagdating namin doon, naalala ko na nakita ko na nga pala siya maglaro noon dito, yung larong parang sasayaw ka then she asked me,

"Laro naman tayo, samahan mo ko"

Then when she insert the token, the music starts, the game difficulty is normal so medyo nakakasabay ako sa mga galaw niya, then one of the player recognized her

"Amanda! It's you! ang tagal na nating di naglalaro ah!"

"Oi!!! Wanna play with us?"

Then I gave way and told them

"Sige kayo na muna, show them how the masters play"

Then she kissed me on my cheeks

"Ikaw talaga, wait lang ha, it's been a while since I played eh"

Then nanuod ako sa kanila at walangya talaga, ang galing nila sa larong yun, actually kabisado na ata nila lahat nang arrow na lumalabas at kahit anong song in a difficult mode at or higher than difficult level eh maning mani sa kanila. After that, she thanked her playmate and then inabutan ko siya nang cold coffee, alam ko kasi na mauuhaw siya noon then naglakad lakad muna kami sa mall and naupo muna sa bench doon. She then asked me something interesting

"Wanna see my workplace?"

"Anong work place?"

"Yung sinasayawan ko"

"Ha?!"

Nagulat ako sinabi niya then she holds my hand and drag me palabas nang Mall and then sumakay kami nang FX papuntang Makati, I'm wondering saan kaya sa Makati yun, then she said

"P.Burgos po, dadaan po ba kayo?"

"Ay miss hinde po eh, pero ibaba ko na lang po kayo sa malapit ok lang po ba?"

"Sige po salamat"

Then after a while binababa kami ni Manong sa may harap nang parang minimart and instructed us na take the route and makakarating na kami nang pupuntahan namin, then she smiled

"Sensya na ha, kung maglalakad pa tayo, meron talaga akong way na alam na dun na tayo didiretso"

"Bakit di tayo doon sumakay"

"Baka kasi makita na naman ako nang nangungulit na driver sa akin doon eh, ayaw ko naman siya bastusin o awayin so iniiwasan ko na lang"

Then naglakad kami around 20 minutes and then, nakarating ako sa isang bar,and its Divino Gentlemen's Club, it was closed at that time pero may mga tao sa loob,puro babae at nang pumasok kami nagsilapitan ang mga to kay Amanda at niyakap siya

"OI si Dada!!! Kumusta ka naman?!"

"Ok lang eto nagwowork sa isang call center"

"Ikaw na!!! Nasaan na si Mr R?"

"Ewan ko sa kanya… bahala na siya"

Then natuon ang tingin nila sa akin and the asked her

"Sino naman yang guy na dala dala mo?"

Then she introduced me

"Mga girls, si El Nunal nga pala, special friend ko"

Then isa isa silang nagpakilala sa akin nalimutan ko yung iba pero yung siyempre magaganda talaga eh natandaan ko, Si Meg, Sandra, Shaila, Jeniffer, Allysa at Sheryl, then they asked Amanda

"Teka, bakit mo nga pala siya dinala dito, tska teka, are you going to perform tonight nakalagay ka kasi sa sched eh?"

Nagulat ako, Amanda will be performing tonight, and I looked at her and then she told them

"Di siguro today, my mom passed away at sa amin siya ibuburol"

"Ay, condolence sis, kelan ba dating nang labi nang Mommy mo"

"Tommorow I guess"

Then niyakap nila si Amanda then one of them ask her

"Teka, mabalik tayo sa tanong ko kanina, why did you bring him here?"

"Just to have some fun, to release stress as well"

Then one of the girls eh inakbayan ako and told me

"You're one lucky bastard, alam mo ba na 2 pa lang kayo na dinadala ni Amanda here, at this time"

Then I wonder kung sino yun, maybe that Richard guy, then she told them

"Sige na guys tuloy niyo na practice nyo, I've got something to do as well"

"Sige sige enjoy! Amanda, ingat nga pala kay Sir ha, baka mahuli kayong dalawa mahirap na, baka mapagalitan tayo"

"Sige sige, alam ko naman na kayang kaya nyon lansihin si Sir eh"

Then she holds my hands

"Tara this way"

Then I started asking her

"How many months ka na dito?"

"5 months na"

"You mean to tell me, pagday off mo nandito ka? Tama?"

"Oo,dito ako pumupunta minsan after work, dito ako nakikitulog sa kanila tapos pagkagising ko sasama ako sa rehearsal nila"

Then she pumasok kami sa isang kwarto, meron din pole doon, a couch, speakers and isang mesa then she told me

"Wait ka lang dito ha, may hihiramin lang ako sandali, you want some drinks?"

"Ano ba meron?"

"Wait, I know just the thing, just wait here ok"

Then lumabas siya nang kwarto, then nagulat ako kasi biglang tumunog yung speaker, Lil Corey -Say Yes, then, habang tumutunog ang sound na ito (try listening 1st to this song) slowly, the door opened, and I was stunned shocked at di makapaniwala, Amanda with a bag entered the door locked it and she was just wearing a very sexy dress, a white polo na 2 lang ang nakabuttones, and her short was unbuttoned as well, and she puts the bag down and then, slowly and passionately moving around the pole, and then, dahan dahan siyang gumigiling dito, as she stares at me in a very sexy erotic way, then she was slowly climbing the pole and when she is on the middle part of the pole, she wrapped her legs around it and then she was bending her body, and slowly dumudulas siya pababa and then when she reached the floor, she stood up and then starts dancing again in a very slow pace, halos kasabay nang sound na naririnig ko, then she slowly removes her polo so she was just wearing a red bra, and she then gets the bag, and kinuha niya sa loob ang isang bote nang vodka, then she walk damn sexy papunta sa akin, then kumandong siya sa akin and smiled

Then as the music is playing, at habang nakakandong siya sa akin, dahan dahan niyang nilalapit sa akin ang kanyang dibdib pero di niya ito idinidikit at gumigiling siya and then, she drank some of the vodka, and then she kissed me on my lips and I feel she was giving some of the vodka she drank on her mouth then slowly tumayo siya pagkakakandong sa akin at sa aking harapan, sumayaw siya she was slowly slidding her hands from her head, down to her shoulders and then she was sliding on her hands inside her shorts and then she slowly walks backward at dinikit niya ang kanyang likod sa pole while starring at me in a very sexy erotic way, then things get even hotter nang napalitan yung kanta, Pony by Ginuwine.
(try listening this song as well)

As the song starts playing, she start dancing again in the pole but this time in much passionate, sexy way, as she was looking at me while biting her lips, di ko naiwasang mapainom nang alak, vodka pa naman yun, so it was kinda hard for me to drink but I was enjoying what I was seeing that time so parang binalewala ko na lang muna ang lasa nito, then she was spinning around the pole while her body is bent, and then whe she stood up, she slowly crawl papunta sa akin, in a sudductive way, and umakyat siya sa may mesa sa harap ko, then umupo at bumukaka while her upper body was moving so damn sexy, nakikita ko ang singit niya and that was giving me a very very hard hard on, then she, lumapit ulit siya sa akin, then tumalikod and she show me her buttocks and she started moving it in front of me, and then di ko naiwasan na hawakan ito, and then she take a shot of vodka, nakatuwad siya sa harapan ko noon, and then after drinking, she kissed me again and shared some of the vodka in her mouth and she slowly walks away from me and then habang nakatalikod, she shows me that she was unhooking her bra and that really makes me excited she then throws her bra at me at sumabit pa nga to sa ulo ko, and it smells like…. Downy, then she smiled at me while biting lips and then she started dancing again and she was covering her breast with her arms at gumigiling pataas at pababa, and then may kinuha siya sa bag, a piece of white see through cloth and she covered her breasts with that, and di ko alam kung bakit it is more exciting to try peeking on that see through cloth.
Then she starts dancing again on the pole and then she slowly removes her shorts, by just losening a bit of the zipper then she was shaking her hips and slowly, the shorts she was wearing slides down and then she walks towards me again, stand in front of me and started dancing, that time gustong gusto ko na siyang halikan, but for the fun, I am restraining myself on doing so and she was smiling and looking at me and then she take another shot of vodka and again, she kissed me and shared some of the vodka, pero di na siya umalis noon sa harapan ko, instead, kumandong siya sa akin and she started moving her hips and teasing me, kinakaskas niya ang kanyang lower part sa aking harapan and siyempre the sensation of repeated humping my angry bird feels so great. And then the music changed again and it was a romantic slow jazz, the music Sexy Smooth Jazz by J.Thompson (try listening this after while reading :D)

"Did you enjoyed it"

She asked me while habang nakakandong pa siya sa akin, then she take another shot of vodka

"No more sharing muna"

She said and she smiled at me, then slowly, hinaplos ko ang kanyang mukha, then I slowly approached her lips, and nagdikit ang aming mga labi, and we started kissing, and she was kissing back at me, slowly my lips kissed her from her lips papunta sa kanyang tenga at pababa sa kanyang leeg and she was like being turned on and then, slowly, I removed that piece of cloth covering her body and nang natangal ko na, her beautiful breast was exposed, and then she smiled at me and we started kissing and I started playing with breast, nilalamas lamas ko ito

"Oohhh… uhhmmm yeahh…"

Ang sabi niya and then I started sucking her right tits at napapapikit siya sa ginagawa ko at napapakagat labi, I do the same thing to the left and then back to her soft sweet lips. We continue kissing and then I slowly touched her legs at hinimas himas to papunta sa kanyang puwitan while kissing and when the music stops playing, she stopped kissing me and said

"This is one of my favorite music when I'm performing"

"Anong music"

Then it started playing "Smooth & Sensual Guitar Jazz by Jeff Golub

"Nice choice of music"

I said and smiled

"Thanks"

Then we started kissing again and slowly hiniga ko siya sa may inuupuan namin, and I slowly kissed her from the back of her ear pababa sa kanyang leeg all the way to hear breasts and then I slowly remove her undies and her k*py*s was exposed in front of me, and it was shaved, or waxed, all I know is it was clean, it like a v*g*n* of a young girl. Then I started kissing it, at napakapit siya sa aking ulo as I slowly lick her pinkish pussy and then habang dinidilaan ko ito, I am massaging the top of her pussy at the upper part of her clit and started doing a gentle yet fast circular motion and then she was like moaning

"Ohh ahhh!!! Shiitt!!! ahhyeaahhh!!!"

Then bigla na lang siyang nilabasan while I'm licking her k*py*s and she was like shaking at napapakagat labi and then, when she saw what happened, bigla siyang umupo

"Sorry… di ko alam na mangyayari yan… nakakahiya… teka ha… teka… "

Una she picks her panty and ipupunas na dapat sa akin

"Ano ba yan, wag to"

Natawa siya at natawa din ako then she get the piece of cloth that she used earlier at pinunasan niya ang mukha ko, then I hold her hands and asked her

"Is this your first time na labasan ka nang ganun?"

Nagblush siya at tumango and then she said

"And it feel so good… di ko napigilan ang sarili ko na manginig sa sobrang sarap.. pero nahiya naman ako sa nangyari… sorry talaga… pati polo mo meron talsik oh…"

"Don't mind it, ano ka ba, it's my fault din naman eh, tska wala to, it is a normal thing na nangyayari once you got excited"

Then she unzipped my pants and hinila niya ang aking galit na galit na alaga and then she started sucking it, and it was a very good sensation.Then bigla siyang tumigil and she asked me

"Ok lang ba yung ginagawa ko?"

"Oo… oo naman… bakita?"

"Di kasi talaga ako marunung nito eh, ikaw pa lang ang lalakeng sinusubo ko ang harapan nila, sorry ha, kung di ako ganun ka galing"