JUST FOR CLICKS ( OFFICIAL RELEASE ) Chapter 1

Loving you just for theclicks or just for the benefits?

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"Sky Holtz!"

narinig ko na pagtawag sakin ng instructor namin na si Mam Vidal, na patingin ako sa harapan kung asan siya. I smiled at her but she didn't smile back, I already have the idea kung bakit niya ako tinawag.

"Mam I promise by tomorrow I will be giving you my photofolio for the Modeling Competition".

I really didn't want to join cause I'm not the type of girl na sumasali sa mga ganun. In fact I don't want to gain attention but she left me no choice. She offered me an exemption in three major subjects to our upcoming prelims.

"Ok Miss Holtz just make sure you will be submitting the folio" at naglakad na siya palabas habang umiiling.

Lumipas ang ilang oras at natapos ang morning subjects namin. Nagtungo ako sa cafeteria kasama ang dalawang bestfriends ko na sina Anisha at Beatrice. Habang bumibili si Anisha ng makakain namin ay nag kwentuhan kami ni Beatrice.

"Hey Sis have you heard the news?"she said while her eyes sparks like a star.

My brow arched because I have no idea about the 'news' and said ti her"Anong balita?"

" Hay nako Sky, dapat makipag socialize ka naman kahit minsan, maging aware ka din sa mga nangyayari sa paligid mo my God!". she pouted her lips and act like she was angry.

"Well I'm really not that much of a Gossip girl."

"May bagong transferee sa campus, POGI pero nerd".

I shook my head, basta about cute, handsome and hot boys hindi nagpapahuli itong si Bea. dumating si Anisha with our foods, patuloy lang kaming nag merienda at nagkwentuhan hangang sa may natanggap akong message.

From: Ethan

"Can I see you? I'm here at our meeting place"

To: Ethan

"Wait for me"

I did not think twice, agad akong nag ayos ng gamit. I'm in a hurry, because it's been days nung huli ko siya nakita, I miss him so much.

"You should stop seeing each other" napatingin ako kay Anisha, Her tone was a demanding one.

"Why should I?" tanong ko sa kanya. Anisha is easily pissed pagdating kay Ethan, hindi ko alam kung ano ginawa ni Ethan kay Anisha para kainisan niya ito ng ganito.

"Dahil niloloko ka lang niya!" she shot me a glare. "My God Sky he is your Ex, don't let him fool you! or must I say, don't fool yourself".

I paused for a second, I felt a sting in my heart. Aminado naman ako na tama si Anisha pero hindi ko naman sila ginugulo, saka buhay ko ito."It's my life, my decision and my pain to suffer alone".

"But we are just--"

Hindi ko na pinatapos ang sasabihin niya because I already knew kung ano ito, Dahil paulit-ulit lang kami sa ganitong diskusyon. Kahit nung kami pa ni Ethan, hindi na sila magka sundo ni Anisha. Well as for Beatrice, she is not against us because Ethan is a Heartthrob and also the captain of our school Football Team .

"See you later guys". tanging sinabi ko.

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I was running in the hallway dahil nagmamadali ako, at baka hindi ako mahintay ni Ethan. But knowing Ethan, he can wait. It's just me who can't wait to be with him. When i almost reached the stairs, I suddenly bumped into someone. We both fall on the floor sa sobrang lakas ng pagkakabangga namin. I immediately stood up to help the person I bumped into.

"Are you ok?" I was afraid that he was badly hurt. Dahan-dahan siyang tumayo kaya agad ko siyang inalalayan. "Im so sorry".

"I'm fine" he replied, he looked at me and gave me a smile then turned his sight into his shoes."It is also my fault because I'm not wearing my glasses"

"No, it's my fault because I'm running" pagpupumilit ko. He looked at me briefly and turned his eyesight on his shoes again.

"Do you want me to bring you to the infirmary?" I am worried dahil baka may masakit sa kanya.

He shook his head " I'm fine no worries" he said while looking down on his shoes

I was preoccupied sa pangayayari ng maalala ko si Ethan." I'm really sorry, but I need to go".

He nodded and gave me a smile

"Are you sure you're OK?"nag-aalala parin ako sakanya but he nodded. "OK then I'll be going"

Nagumpisa na ako maglakad papunta sa hagdan, ngunit bago ako makalayo ay saglit akong tumingin sa likuran upang tignan muli ang lalaking naka-banggaan ko ngunit wala na siya kaya pinagpatuloy ko nalang ang paglalakad.

Inilabas ko ang aking duplicate key ng rooftop mula saking bag at binuksan ang pinto. Sumilip ako at nakit a ko si Ethan na nakahiga sa may lilim, napangiti ako at nag-decide na lapitan siya. Umupo ako sa tabi niya at pinanood siyang tahimik na natutulog. Ilang saglit lang ay bumukas dahan-dahan ang kaniyang mga mata at tumingin sakin.

He woke up and sat beside me, he put his hands over my face and smiled."Hi." He said

I also gave him a smile and greet him. "Hello".I said. Both of us are just staring on each other. Para akong nalulunod sa mga mata niya na naka titig sakin ng bigla niya inilapit ang mukha niya saking mukha. The last thing I knew we are already kissing. I was already drowning on his kiss when suddenly he stopped kissing me and gave me a smile.

"I miss you". he said, My heart is pounding big time, parang gusto kumawala nito sa kinalalagyan niya.

"I miss you--"

I didn't finish what I have to say because he continued kissing me, I open my mouth and let him in, pinabayaan ko siyang halikan ako, na hawakan ako kung saan niya gusto. I just let him, tutal binigay ko naman na ang lahat sa kaniya, my first kiss, even my virgity. As in I gave him everything I have. Basically, I gave him the authority to destroy me.

Kaya kahit against ang mundo kung ano meron kami, I dont fucking care dahil mahal na mahal ko ang lalaking ito, dahil umaasa ako na balang araw magiging kami ulit, dahil umaasa ako na magiging pagmamayari ko ulit ang lalaking ito, na may happy ever after kami.

I didn't notice that I'm already lying on the floor and he is on top of me habang nakapalupot ang binti ko sa bewang niya, sobrang lalim ng paghinga naming dalawa habang kita sa mga mata namin ang pangangaylangan at alam naming dalawa kung ano ang makakapagpunan nito.

Bumamaba ang kamay niya sakin at ngumiti " You're always ready for me Babe." he said and gave me a smirk. If I were a fruit then I'll be Red like a tomato, we have done this for countless times, but he still makes me red like a tomatoes.

He got a piece of rubber on his wallet and rolled it into his thing, he spread my legs and position himself. And just for a second, our body became one.

"Uh Fuck babe you're still tight" he said while thrusting slowy, napakalmot ako sa likod niya, I can feel his thing inside me. His thrusts are getting faster and faster. He is thrusting so hard, that makes me crazy.

"Babe, Uhhhgg Babe, I love you Babe" he said. Nag pantig ang taenga ko sa narinig ko, gusto ko sumagot, gusto ko sabihin sa kanya na mahal na mahal ko pa rin siya, but I can't because of this sensation I'm currently into, I was drowning, drowning by the pleasure he is giving me.

Para akong mawawasak, at kung sa pagkawasak ko ay magiging dahilan para makasama ko siya, then let him break my body. Besides I already gave him the authority to destroy me since I gave him my virginty.

After some hard thrust he was stoned for a moment, I saw that familiar look on his face, I came as well.

"Are you hungry?" He ask as we both fixed our selves

We both hold hands while we're on our way to the parking lot to get his wheels because we decided to have a lunch outside. He was about to open the door of his car when someone called Ethan.

"Ethan!" she approaches Ethan and Hug him then gave him a kissed, I was shocked. Again I felt that sting on my chest. Iyong labing kanina lang ay akin may iba nang humalik. Kumalas ang babae sa pagkakahalik niya kay Ethan at napatingin sakin."Babe? Sino siya?" she asked.

I saw from Ethan's face that he was surprised. He paused for a second."She is my friend" he answered. Para akong sinaksak sa puso sakin narinig, I felt nothing but just pain.

"You won't introduce me to her?" She asked Ethan.

"Sky this is my girlfriend Jane" he said. My heart was broken into million's pieces.

"Hi I'm Sky, nice meeting you."I greet her with a fake smile. I can't take this any longer, I'm almost in my limit."If you may excuse me guys I need to report something in the dean's office." I said and started to walked away from them.

I found myself sitting alone while crying on a bench at the back of our school gym. Pinipilit ko pinapatahan ang sarili ko pero hindi ko kaya dahil ang sakit sakit talaga. Tanong ako ng tanong kung ano nagawa ko kay Ethan, kung bakit niya ako sinasaktan ng ganito, kung bakit niya ako pinapa-asa.

"Sky?"

Patuloy parin ang pag-agos ng luha ko. Parang faucet na sira na kahit anong pihit ay hindi humihinto. Sa sobrang sakit na kahit anong pagiyak ko andun parin ang sakit.

Bakit hindi niya nalang ako diretsahin na nagkikita lang kami just for the benefits and self satisfaction. Bakit kailangan niya pa mag sabi na mahal niya ako. Bakit niya ako kailangan paasahin at saktan.

I was shocked ng biglang may mag-abot ng panyo sakin, I'm trying hard to recognized the face of the person in front of me. My eyes are still watery because I'm crying for that moment.

"Ok ka lang ba?" He asked. I was pissed by his question dahil alam niya naman na hindi ako OK at na kitang kita niya na umiiyak ako tapos itatanong niya pa kung ok lang ako.

"Do you think I'm ok? Nakikita mo na umiiyak ang tao and you're asking me if I'm OK?" I said while staring at him with a mad face.

"Sorry" he said while looking on his feet. "Baka kailangan mo nito" at iniabot sakin ang hawak niyang panyo.

"Sorry if nasungitan kita" I said.

He gave me a smile and I also managed to smiled back at him between sobs. Kinuha ko ang inabot niyang panyo"Thank you" I said at pinunasan ang mga mata ko na kanina pa nanlalabo dahil sa aking pag-iyak.

"Walang anuman" he said and again he is looking down on he's shoes ano ba meron sa sahig at lagi niya ito tinitignan.

I remembered kung sino siya, He is the guy na naka bunguan ko sa hallway kanina. "Ikaw pala! akala ko kung sino na. Sorry hah nakita mo ako na ganito" I said. "By the way I'm-"

"Sky Holtz" He said.

My brow arched, "Did I tell him my name earlier? Is he a stalker?" I whispered to myself.

He suddenly said something, "I'm not a stalker" He said. He grabbed something in his pocket at inabot sakin. It is was my ID. " I was looking for you para ibalik yan, nakita ko kasi sa may sahig dun sa pinag ka bunguan nating dalawa" he said

I grabbed my ID " I'm sorry for judging you" I said. Nakakahiya dahil hinusgahan ko agad siya at shet! narinig niya pa.

"It's ok" he said

"I'm really sorry talaga" I said with a sad face.

He looked at me "If you are sorry, hmmm can you smile for me? because crying doesn't suite a beautiful girl like you" he said and bring his sight again on the ground while his ears turned red.

I can't think of any reaction but to smile from what I have just heard from him.

"I already need to go because I still need to attend into something" he said.

"Ganun ba? hmmm thank you for returning my ID and for comforting me even for just a small amount of time. Well, you manage to make me smile. thank you" I said with a smile on my face.

He gave me a smile and started walking when I suddenly grabbed his hand. "Can I at least know your name?" I ask. second's passed by before he answered.

"I'm Edmond Harrison"

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To be continued

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