My Corrupted Side

It's true that life starts at 30. I simply didn't feel it at first. The first 29 years of our lives are just warm up. Back in my late 20s, I thought na I had my life figured out. Be the loyal loving wife and good daughter. I was wrong. In a way, I was naive.

Hi there. Just call me Aya. I'm 34-25-36. A wife and mother of a son. I'm in my early thirties. I've been married for 9 years to an OFW, Steve (not his real name). And I'm here to tell my story of how I ended up betraying my marriage. How I started walking the path of an unfaithful wife. It's something I never thought na gagawin ko sa buhay ko.

I think I should start with some background about us.

Steve and I were churchmates. Nakilala ko siya through a close friend. But we didn't have a relationship until later in our College lives. Actually may hesitation ako before sagutin siya since part siya ng circle of friends ko. Paano pag hindi nag work out? What if maging messy yung break up namin if ever? Ang awkward naman pag ganun. I had questions to myself like that. Kaya nung napansin ko na dumidiskarte na siya sakin, I stopped him. We were young back then. Nag explain naman ako sa kanya kung bakit. He took it well naman.

Steve comes from a religious family. My family is religious too but not as mush as Steve's family. Marami families sa Pinas na religious di ba? Actually pag nakita mo si Steve you would't be able to tell at a glance that he is a religious man but he is. Hindi siya yung innocent kung tignan.

Strict parents ko pag dating sa boys when I was growing up. That's also because unica hija ako. May curfew pa nga ako before when I was in high school. Strict sila pero may mga times naman na pinagbigyan nila ako to go out with my friends as long as may contact sila sa akin at friend/s ko. And they did allow me to go overnight sa house ng mga trusted friends ko. Particularly yung mga naging churchmates ko. Happy din naman ako sa church group since my close friends, my friends from high school, were there too. Actually they are the main reason why I joined a church group which made my parents happy. I made many precious memories with them. Even now we are still friends.

I didn't have a party life even back when I was in College. I'm talking about clubbing. That was fine naman since my parents still let me go out from time to time and drink alcohol as long as I was with the right friends. But no bars, clubs. Speaking of College, that's when my parents started to loosen up about my curfew. Around early second year of my college life.

When it comes to relationships naman, naging patago ako back in College. Hindi talaga alam ng parents ko. College was when I lost my virginity. Nag enjoy din ako na patago ako nakikipag sex back then. I should mention na even though magkakaibang College kami before, my churchmates and I still met each other when we have the time. Steve was there too. And I had a friends with benefits relationship with a senior in College. Both of us were single at the time. The secrecy of it all made it so hot. And I thought that was the hottest thing I could experience. It was during my later years in College that Steve courted me the second time. Around that time he already looks handsome. He was cute before but he became handsome. He developed well. What I love about him the most is how romantic he is. He really treates me like a queen. I could tell and feel that his attention was really on me every time we are together. It was a really wonderful time back then when we were dating. There was so much kilig. He was so happy na sinagot ko siya. I also heard from a male friend before na ako yung laman ng bibig ni Steve everytime na lasing ito. I was really turned on by that. There are other girls he could have chased. He's handsome so he definitely could have had them but I'm the only woman in his heart based on what I heard and felt from him. Kaya sobrang big deal nung naging kami na. We recieved full support from our friends and family.

My Mom and Dad allowed me to go out whenever I want as long as I was with Steve. Be it an outing or overnight at a friend's or Steve's house. I love those times. When it comes to sex naman, I enjoyed doing it with him a lot. Even in sex he's romantic and he could really satisfy me. I could feel his passion, longing and love for me. This was prior to my infidelity.

4 years into our marriage, we were working everyday,doing what married couples do. And then I got pregnant. Was it planned? Sort of. And because of that I took maternity leave. But when my son was born, I felt this feeling na I wanted to be with him everyday. I wanted to take care of him by myself. Because of that I quit my job. It was fine naman since almost bayad na yung bills namin sa family house. Steve could handle it but I did work again later on.

I suppose I should mention yung feelings ko before I betrayed my marriage. Boredom, curiosity and impulsiveness. I mean, being a housewife for 3 years can be tiring. So to take care of the boredom, I started working again. But it feels like being stuck in a loop. Ganto na lang ba whole life ko? I do feel bad saying this but there is this feeling of my life being monotonous, mundane. Add to that the lack of sex when Steve started working overseas. It's fun and warms my heart seeing my son grow up but something was lacking in my life. I could feel it deep down. After we married, we immediately planned to buy land for our house. We wanted a big house but not a mansion. Big so it could become a family house. We wanted many rooms for our future children. We bought land in a "province."

I can say now na deep down I needed spice in my life. And that spice came in the form of betrayal and depraved lust. Before talaga, feeling lang siya deep down. I did feel guilt and shame at the beginning because my husband has only ever been loyal and loving to me. He is a great provider. We never had any trouble financially because of how hard working he is. He started working as an OFW when our son was 3 years old. He makes so much even now.

After my son was born, we had to visit my Mother-in-law and Grandmother-in-law every weekend. Our house was still being constructed at the time so were staying at my parents' house. And now let me introduce Kuya Leon. Kuya Leon has been with Steve's family for more than 13 years na. Actually he's almost like a family na to Steve's family. Sa tagal ba naman niya sa kanila. He almost seems like an Uncle to Steve's family. A well trusted man. He's a driver, handy man, guard for my Mother-in-law and Grandmother-in-law. Matanda na si Lola-in-law so kailangan na ng helpers around the house. Other than Kuya Leon, may maids din. Kuya Leon is also a driver sometimes for Steve's relatives if he can. But mainly for Lola siya for going to the hospital for check ups. And because of that I barely saw him before. But we started to see each other a lot more than usual due to my weekly visits to Mommy and Lola. And during those times I did notice him checking me out from time to time. Even dati pa before kami ikasal. I ignored it na lang because I understand naman na men will always look to women that attracts them. It's a natural thing. An instinct. As we say, boys will be boys. And it's not like he was the first man to check me out. But that's all he did. Sneak glances at me. He never did try to touch me inappropriately or talk to me in a flirty, dirty way. He did give me that look as if he was undressing me. It happens when it was just him and me in the car but he was always polite and respectful naman kapag magka usap kami. But I know na he wanted me talaga. I could feel it if a man wanted me. I noticed na maingat din siya sa mga nakaw na tingin niya sa akin.

There's actually a good reason why Kuya Leon is a trusted man to Steve's family. It's a sensitive topic and I think I shouldn't mention it. Let's just say na he proved himself worthy for the trust placed on him.

Let me describe him nga pala. Matangkad siya, moreno, buff ang physique niya. He's buff and it's just the right amount of buffness. His body is not what I'd call a bodybuilder's body but it really does look good. His face looks rugged which suits his physique.

Now, let me start how it all started between Kuya Leon and me. Just this January 2022. The stars must have aligned for him that day. Nandun kami ng anak ko sa house ni Lola. That time wala si Steve. Nagpa plan pa lang siya umuwi from overseas. Morning yun and I forgot to lock the door ng CR. My lakad kasi ako nun so kailangan ko maligo ng maaga. So bali after kong maligo nag papatuyo na ako sa may pinto when all of a sudden may nagbukas ng pinto. Yup, it was Kuya Leon. Mabilis ko naman natakpan yung katawan ko ng towel pero I was sure he had en eyeful for a second of my birthday suit. Sinara niya agad yung pinto na ni lock ko naman tapos nag sorry siya sa akin. It was an honest mistake so I didn't make a big deal out of it. That was also the first time na nangyari sakin yung ganung bagay and it certainly had an effect on me. Something awakened inside me. Siya dapat magda-drive sakin that day pero nagbago isip ko dahil sa nangyari. Nag sorry ulet siya nung nagkita kami and I told him naman na it's fine. Wala siyang mali.

Because of what happened, naalala ko yung curiosity ko. Mga naiisip ko before na what if. What if pag bigyan ko ang isang guy na may pagnanasa sakin? It's not just Kuya Leon who desires me but because of that exciting mistake, he became the subject in my fantasy. There are guys din naman na nagcha chat sakin sa messenger but meeting someone from socmed in person is very dangerous and risky nowadays.

Later that day, naiisip ko talaga yung nangyari nung umaga. As in yun talaga yung main topic sa loob ng ulo ko. I was surprised to think na I didn't mind that Kuya Leon saw me naked. Naisip ko pa nga what if hindi siya nakapag pigil sa nakita niya? Nakaka curious na ang sarap i-imagine. Here is when everything escalated. Tomorrow morning, I had this impulse. I was alone going home from a friend's house. Yung house namin ni Steve. I was supposed to head back to Lola's house but because of that sudden impulse I didn't. I had other plans. Our house was empty at the time. It's as if the stars aligned for us. That it was meant to happen. I then texted Kuya Leon to pick me up and I had a favor to ask. He asked what time? I said now na. I had this feeling talaga na I wanted him to see me again in the nude. I wanted to show off my birthday suit more to him. Oh, he's lucky guy alright. I waited with bated breath.

Nag park si Kuya Leon pag dating niya and I was wearing a silk nightdress na ikinagulat niya since I don't wear this kind of clothing around others. I was already feeling a little aroused then. I asked him na kung pwede niya bang tignan yung AC namin sa master bedroom since ayaw mag ON, kunwari, habang naliligo ako. I could see on his face na excited siya. I was excited too. I told him to come upstairs after a few minutes. My gosh! Grabe talaga yung tibok ng puso ko that time. Sobrang kinakahabahan ako.

I wasn't really taking a shower, I did that earlier, and was already waiting in my birthday suit. I heard him entering our room. My god talaga that time. My heart was pounding like never before. I was nervous yet that was what made me aroused so much. And then I heard Kuya Leon say that it's working just fine. So I did the next step, I asked him to bring me the towel I had forgotten to bring on the bed. Narinig ko yung knock niya and invited him inside.

OMG talaga yung moment na yun. I was completey naked in front of him. My nipples are already erect and I was dripping down there. Add to that that I was fertile, it was an intense arousal that drowned my morality. Yeah, I'm horny when I'm fertile. I don't take pills when Steve is away and only take a month before he comes home. The risk involed talaga that time. Sobrang nakaka arouse.

Kuya Leon stood there. The disbelief on his face was clearly visible. I loved it. Having this sort of effect on a man older than me. I was in the point of no return. There was silence. The two of us were waitng the move of one another. What was gonna happen next. We were staring at each other's eyes. Intense. He must have known I was feeling nervous since my breathing was deep and so was he. Then he slowly walked towards me. My heart skipped a beat. We didn't stop our intense gazes at each other's eyes as he was walking to me. His object of desire. I swallowed my saliva. Then he's right in front of me. I knew it wasn't right but I needed it. I wanted to. So I leand my head towards him for a kiss. I kissed him. It took him a few seconds to kiss back. He then grabbed the sides of my head to kiss me hard. It quickly turned into french kissing. We were tasting each other's mouths, sucking each other's tongues. We were hugging each other by then and his hands roamed down my waist to my hips and groped my butt cheeks. He knows how to knead them. It gave me pleasure. I felt weak in the knees and let him explore my mouth.

We pulled away for air. He stared at my eyes for a few seconds before asking me a question. He asked if I was really sure about this. He asked while gripping both of my shoulders and I heard from his tone of voice na may nervousness din siya. I gave him that look with my eyes and bit my lip. Singalling him na to just go on. I didn't really plan for sex but nature tooks its course.

Kuya Leon started licking my neck. Running his tongue all over it. Then went down to my cleavage as his hands went up my body to my tits. He stopped his licking when hestarted to massage my breasts. Looking at his hands have their way with my breasts electrified and aroused me even more. I shouldn't let another man touch me my breasts like that but there I was, enjoying every bit of it. It made me tremble in pleasure. He then began to lick my nipple which made me moan in delight. It was a soft suck at first that turned into furious sucking. Licking and twirling his tongue on my hard nip. He did the same with the other one. I then snaked my hand down to grab his already hard member. And wow! It was freaking hard! As in sobrang hard. I started giving massage to his hard cock habang naka pantalon pa siya. I could tell he loved it.

Kuya Leon stopped fondling and sucking my tits and stared at my eyes. It was a few seconds of staring before he planted his mouth on mine again. I kissed him back and we had another sword fighting with our tongues. We sucked and tasted each other's saliva. I could clearly feel talaga yung pagnanasa niya sa akin.

I unbuckled his belt para mapasok ko yung hand ko sa boxers niya to jack him off properly habang tuloy kami sa torrid kissing. He moaned as I jacked him off while sucking his tongue. Ang init nung cock niya talaga. I only stopped when he grabbed my arm and he went down my stomach to lavish it with his mouth and tongue down between my legs. Where my eager flower was waiting. He saw me dripping already and he looked above to me.

Lust was overwhelminng. It was so strong. I wanted Kuya Leon. He stared at my married cunt before he smelled it. His breath was tickling me and it spread throughout my body. Heating me up further. He began licking my labia, tasting my juice. He did this for a few seconds before I thrusted my hips towards his hungry mouth. Hungry for me, my taste. That's when he started to furiously lick me, including my clit which made me moan and grab his head while my body twitches in pleasure. His tongue was lapping me, greedily devouring my nectar. All the while his hands were groping my thigh. Nag eenjoy talaga siya haawakn yung body ko. He pressed his face hard to my cunt, and I closed my legs to press him further. I was loving it. His tongue was exploring my cunt before he focused his attention on my clit. Making me moan and close my eyes. I gripped his hair to urge him to lick me more and he did. He flicked his tongue hard before he sucked on my engorged clit. The pleasure that was coursing throughout my body was so intense that I felt my knees get weak. Kuya Leon noticed this and stopped. Ang manyak ng ngiti niya.

I then told him that we should continue this on our bed. We even held hands together as we walked towards the bedroom. I immediately laid down on my back and spread my legs for him. I saw him taking off all his clothes before he knelt down to resume his tongue action. Then Pinasok niya yung figher niya habang continuous yung pag kain niya sakin. He was finger fucking me while his tongue's focus was on my clit. Flicking his tongue over it habang yung hips ko diniin ko sa mouth niya. My juices were all over his face and on the bedsheet. Then nagpasok niya ng second finger which made me thrust my lower body upwards to his eager mouth. His two fingers were exploring me rowdily, hitting that spot. He focused on that spot while my hips were dancing in pleasure. Then in a matter of seconds, I exploded. I moaned loudly while I was gripping his hair. It had been months since I felt that kind of release. Sensation. But it was different. Hind si Steve ang nagpa ligaya sakin. Ibang lalaki.

I was breathing heavily while Kuya Leon stared at my chest heaving up and down, then to my eyes. I saw his cock out in the open. Steve is by no means small but Kuya Leon had him beat in girth. He's thick.

Then pumatong na siya sa body ko. He didn't move right away but I could feel the strength of his body. I told him na I was gonna give him a blowjob but he didn't let me. Gusto niya na ako kantotin.

Nung nagre-ready na siya na ipasok sakin, I warned him to cum outside. Nag nod lang yung ulo niya. It's as if he didn't really care.

He slowly inserted his rod while our eyes were lustfully staring at each other. I saw the disbelief on his face again when he fully entered me. The disbelief that he got inside the woman of his desires. He would look down and back to my eyes.

I felt full by him. More full than I could feel from Steve's cock. My breasts smashed by his chest. And I love how his muscled chest felt. We gazed again at each other's eyes and then had another round of tongue action. It was full of lust and desire. There was this animalistic feel to it. I went light headed. We pulled apart and then it was another intense gaze. I gave him the go signal to move and he started.

Mabagal lang sa una but in a matter of seconds Kuya Leon was ramming me inside out. Kita talaga sa mukha niya. He couldn't believe that he gets to fuck the woman of his fantasies. Sobrang sabik siya matikman ako. He said it himself. He said he thought he would only ever stare at me from a distance. Because of what he said, I even felt like I was in control despite him vigorously fucking me from above. Oh and the way he rams me was hard. As in hard. He definitely beats Steve in that. He's much more powerful with his hip thrusts that everytime he rams he, there was a wave of pleasure all over my body. Ang lakas talaga nung power na na nafi-feel ko behind each thrust.

He would alternate between looking me in the eyes and to his cock going in and out of my married cunt. Then to my tits bouncing right in front of his eyes. He would lick them as I embraced his head close. Enjoying his mouth on my engorged nipples as well as his hands greedily groping them.

I was moaning loudly. Not just because it feels good but also because of how Kuya Leon's cock feels. It's freaking hard, really. Add to that the betrayal of my marriage. I didn't even take off my ring as he kept fucking me. It's a depraved act to commit.

I kept encouraging him to keep fucking me. To make me feel good and satisfy me. And he obliged with great gusto. From time to time he would suddenly grab my face to kiss me torridly. I accepted his tongue to embrace mine and I loved it.

We were in missionary position until he asked me to change position. Gusto niya ako naman sa top. I immediately impaled myself on his throbbing manhood. Looked at him seductively and started moving my hips. Back and forth, gyrating and up and down. My tits bouncing wildy in front of him and he grabbed them to grope them for his pleasure. My pleasure too. I was fucking him wildy. Fortunate talaga na walang tao sa bahay that time. I came many times already but the big one has yet to come.

I leaned my body down so I could have another steamy torrid kissing with Kuya Leon. I even let out my tongue before ko napasok mouth niya habang tuloy lang ako sa pag move ng hips ko to fuck his rock-like hard rod. Naka ilang change position pa yung mga kamay niya. From my tits to my waist, hips then to my butt. I do love having my butt kneaded.

Kuya Leon kept on saying, groaning, na he couldn't believe that I let him bed me. That he would see this slutty side of me. Na surprise talaga siya. How lucky he is indeed. Even now. He even said how I looked like a pornstar at that moment. What I heard turned me on so much I fucked his rod harder. Wild na talaga ako at that point. God! He got me so hot by those words. I was nearing my climax. I sensed it building up inside me, down there. Then a few more of fucking his angry rod, feeling him rubbing my walls, I came. My body kept shaking on top of him as I had multiple orgasm. Tinayo niya pa sarili niya para ma suck ulet tits ko and I embraced him tightly. Magkayakap kami until natapos yung climax ko then nag laban nanamn mga dila namin. He controlled the torrid kissing. I simply let him dominate the insides of my mouth.

He wasn't finished yet so he flipped me on my back and sheathed his rod inside me and continued fucking. I just had my climax so I was still sensitive. Said sensitivity made the pleasure more intense from the fucking I got. I had to grab the sheets or whatever my hands could reach. I just kept moaning in ecstasy as Kuya Leon pleasured himself and me. Then he grabbed my waist to focus hitting that spot and goddamn! He knows how to hit it properly, sending pure bliss all over my heated body.

There came a moment where Kuya Leon slowed down his wild ramming. He touched my face and kissed again. I kissed back. Our tongues embraced each other for a few moments before we pulled apart. Then he asked me if he could come inside. I said "No, di ako safe today. Pa pull out na lang please." He said "Sige na Ma'am." I kept saying "No." but he also kept asking. A part of me wanted him to cum inside despite my protests. Damn the consequences! Kuya Leon continued by saying "Baka kasi hindi na maulit to ma'am." as he continued fucking me in a rhythmtic pace. I smiled at him in a flirty manner before pulling his face closer to mine so I could suck his tongue. He sucked back. "Don't worry. May access kana sa body ko." I even surprised myself by saying that. At that point, in our moments of pure bliss, I wouldn't even have minded if he really came inside. Sa moment talaga na yun I didn't care despite the huge risk of pregnancy.

Kuya Leon went wild by what he heard from me and started pumping his rod even harder than before causing me to moan loudly which he said he loved hearing as my tits bounced wildy for his viewing pleasure. He is a sex beast!

A few more of his powerful hip thrusts, he pulled out his cock and sprayed his load all over me. It hit my face and tits. I sat up to suck him and swallow his hot sperm. Then he pushed my head even further to his throbbing manhood. I greedily sucked him and looked at his face full of pleasure.

After ng first round namin, Kuye Leon hugged me close to him para malamas niya tits ko. Ramdam ko din yung semi hard cock niya. He started talking while licking my nape. Having my nape licked like that really gets me going. It's one of my weak spots.

"Kunga andito lang si sir pinutok ko talaga sa loob lahat."

Na surprise ako nung sinabi niya yan. I expected naman na may mga iniisip siyang ganun tungkol sa fantasy niya sakin pero hearing it directly from him still surprised me. I understood right away kung ano gusto niyang mangyari. If andun si Steve at the time, ilalabas niya talaga lahat sa loob ko para kahit ma preggy ako, pwedeng ipalabas na kay Steve yung baby. How did I feel about that? Indescribable lust. It's not normal lust kasi. It's depraved, immoral feeling pero that's not enough explanation. There was this tickling feeling in my body. It's arousing. I couldn't deny to myself na ang hot, ang sarap niya talaga isipin. May naramdaman akong nervousness pero ang sarap pa din isipin. To let another man impregnate me while I'm married. Gosh! It's exhilarating!

Alam din ni Kuya Leon na wala kaming reason out if nabuntis niya ako that time. That's what stopped him. Nagtuloy pa kami mag usap ni Kuya Leon. Nag tanong pa siya ano daw naisipan ko at inakit ko siya. I then talked about the effect of his little accident in the bathroom. I had a sudden impulse that day that I was gonna show him my body. Nude body. I continued by telling him about my curiosity to make his fantasy come true.

Tanong niya pa, pag andito na si sir kung pwede ba sa loob ko na? Binigyan ko siya ng malanding ngiti at tingin and said yes he can.

We had sex for three more rounds. On the bed again and later in the bathroom. Nagtagal talaga kami sa CR. Ilang beses niya pang hinila yung mukha ko para mabigyan niya ako ng torrid kissing.

I think this is enough for now. Please excuse me if my writing is not up to the standards.