The Untitled Confessions - Chapter 12 : The Hoe Phase by la_polla_loca — Pulandit.com

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The small alarm clock pierced the quiet solace of Alina's deep sleep. Nakabalot pa ito ng malambot niyang comforter, ninanamnam ang init nito habang ang utak niya ay alanganing tulog o alanganing gising.

"Shit, 4:30 pa lang?"asar na usal sa sarili ni Alina. Inabot niya ang snooze button ng alarm clock na iyon para matahimik na ito. Wala pa rin si Samantha sa tabi niya; naging busy din kasi ang ate Sam niya the past few days, pagkatapos ng nangyari sa kanilang dalawa. Itinalukbong na lang uli ni Alina ang comforter sa kaniyang ulo, umaasa na makatulog pa sana ito uli. Pero ang init ng naganap sa kanilang dalawa ni Samantha naman ang dumi-demonyo sa utak niya.

She slowly rolled over on her back, allowing her petite but fit body be cradled by the comfortable queen bed. Naka-tank top lang ito, pikit pa rin ang mga mata, iniiwasan ang kahilingan ng mga talukap nito na dumilat. Her left hand instinctively moved up across her abs, sliding under the thin fabric toward her tits. Nag-aantay na ang mga nipples nito, already erect, still aroused from the thoughts of what happened a few nights before.

Ang kanyang kanang kamay naman ay dumulas papunta sa kanyang kaselanan. Her long slender fingers found their way between the moist folds of her still-yearning pussy. Napanganga na lang ito habang ang kanyang daliri ay pumunta sa kanyang perlas, then down the tenderness of her womanhood.

"Ohh, shit." Isang mahinang ungol ang lumabas sa kanyang mga labi. She took hold of her nipple between her fingers and thumb of her left hand, twisting slightly to further awaken her arousal.

"Tangina ka, Alina, bakit ang libog mo ngayon?" tanong nito sa sarili. Ang mga daliri sa kaniyang kanang kamay ay dahan-dahan namang binabagtas ang kahabaan ng kanyang hiwa, circling her clit a few times before descending again. Her arousal grew gradually, but powerfully. Her juices were slowly moistening the softness of her tender folds. Pagkatapos ng ilang pasada ng kanyang mga daliri, ipinasok niya ang kanyang hinlalato sa kanyang kuweba, iniisip ang sandata ni Tom habang ginagawa ito.

"Ohh, shit, ang sarap." Ilang buwan na rin kasing walang bumibisita sa kanyang kuweba. Tapos panay dila at kamay lang ng mga nakaniig nito ang nagpapalipas ng kanyang libog. Kailangan niya ng isang mas mahaba, mas mataba, para maibsan ang kanyang pagnanasang iyon.

Her left hand slid down on her firm body, her long fingers trying to find her clit and tender pleats while she used the fingers of right hand to slowly fuck herself with mounting intensity. Her skilled fingers knew perfectly well how to tease and lure her towards climax. Namimilipit sa sarap ang kanyang magandang katawan sa ilalim ng kumot na bumabalot dito. Nanginiglabot pa ito sa sarap ng ganyang ginagawa.

"Oh yes" she whimpered to herself. Bumibilis na ang kanyang paghinga habang hinahabol ang kanyang glorya. Kasabay ng kanyang paghinga ay ang pagbilis na rin ng kanyang mga daliring kanina pa naglalaro sa kanyang kaselanan.

"Oh yes, malapit na ako, fuck" sabi nito na medyo malakas na. Wala na siyang pakialam kung may makarinig pa sa kanya. Her body was enraptured by the rising arousal; she was quickly approaching the glorious point of no return.

"Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock!" Tumunog na naman ang alarm niya. Nagitla ito sa tandang na kanina lumabas sa alarm clock niya na iyon, na parang nangaasar lang.

"Tangina naman eh!" galit na sabi ni Alina habang pinapatay na naman ulit ang alarm clock. The piercing noise assaulted the bliss of her pending orgasm."Bakit kasi nang-iistorbo ka pa?" Alina thought to herself. She laid back to her bed, trying to catch her breath, unfulfilled.

Gusto na sanang tapusin ang kanyang sinimulan, pero narinig na niya sina Manang Zeny at Samantha na nag-uusap sa may kusina. Naisipan na lang nitong pumunta na lang muna sa shower, maligo, tapos kumustahin na ang pasikat nang araw.

Pinaandar niya ang kanyang shower habang hinuhubad ang kanyang mga saplot. Tiningnan niya ang kanyang sarili sa bathroom mirror ng toilet ni Samantha. Her mussed black hair fell on her shoulders, her tired red eyes exposed her ire at that damn alarm clock. Ginising na siya ng maaga, binitin pa siya.

Pumunta ito sa ilalim ng mainit na dutsa ng shower. She just stood there, surrendering to it pouring over her gorgeous body. Iyung hamog ng kanyang paliligo ay dahan-dahan nang pumupuno sa kanyang banyo. Kumuha siya ng shower gel at dahan-dahan niyang idinampi sa kanyang basang katawan, her palms and fingers gliding over her body easily. Na-imagine na naman niya ang ginagawa nila dati ni Tom - ang mga kamay nitong minamasahe ang bawat square inch ng kanyang katawan. She closed her eyes and thought about Tom doing her on the shower, while her hands were lingering longer over her ass, then tits, then pussy.

"Ohh shit" sabi na naman niya. Nagising na naman ang libog. She was lost in the moment, again. Her arousal grew quickly, begging for release. Lumabas ito saglit sa shower, kinuha ang phone, at nagpatugtog ng musika para matakpan kahit papaano kung ano mang ingay ang magagawa niya.

Inabot niya ang shower head mula sa pagkakasabit nito sa kanyang handle. She turned the dial on its pulse massage setting. Sinubukan niya muna ang pulse massage na iyon sa kanyang katawan, confirming the feel of the setting. Nang makuha na ang gusto niyang pulse at pressure, she slowly spread the lips of her pussy with her left hand while the pulsating water massage lowered teasingly paakyat. Her clit was now swollen, desperately wanting and waiting. The anticipation was driving her nuts. Napaungol na lang ito nang maramdaman ang agos ng tubig sa kanyang ari.

"Ohh fucking shit" anas ni Alina habang patuloy na nilalaro ang umaagos na tubig sa kanyang kaselanan. She was moving the shower head up and down her tender folds, pausing only for a moment to savour the deep massage that was slowly tickling her clit. Sinubukan niyang bagalan ang ginagawa niya, para dahan-dahan na dalahin siya nito sa kanyang orgasmo. But the mind is willing, while the flesh is weak. Bumigay na rin ang katawang lupa nito sa libog na kanyang nadarama. Her imagination didn't help - she was thinking of a man recklessly fucking her at that very moment. Her nipples tightened from her arousal, her breathing quickened, and cold chills covered her svelte body in the middle of her shower.

"Ohh, shit, shit, shit" paputol-putol na sabi ni Alina. The wave of euphoria hit her hard. Nakatingala ito habang hinahabol ang hangin na parang ayaw pumasok sa kanyang matangos na ilong. The sheer ecstasy of what she was doing rocked her body. Her body quaked in pure, unadulterated pleasure.

Kumalma din si Alina pagkatapos niyang makapagpalabas. She can't help but feel hornier even after she had that orgasm. Pero nag-aantay na malamang si Ate Samantha niya sa kanya sa kusina. Nagpasya na lang itong ituloy ang kanyang paliligo.

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"Good morning, Allie" bati ni Samantha sa kanya pagkababa niya mula sa kanilang kuwarto. Nagtsa-tsaa lang ito at nagyoyosi, habang pinagmamasdan ang mga anak ni Manang Zeny na naglalaro sa may labasan.

"Naimbag nga bigat, ate Sam" sagot naman ni Alina dito, habang kumukuha ng mainit na tubig sa thermos ni Samantha. Kailangan niyang mag-kape, para matanggal ang kanyang antok.

"Aba, marunong na mag-Ilocano." Nakangiting inabutan ni Samantha ng binili niyang pan de sal si Alina, sabay itinulak ang palaman na longanisa at itlog sa kanya. "Sinabihan ko lang si Manang Zeny na mamili sa palengke nga pala. I heard you want to learn how to cook pakbet."

Alina just gave her companion a smile then took a sip of her coffee. Samantha, on the other hand, was just having her usual smoke while browsing through a certain man's social media profile.

"A client, ate Sam?" tanong ni Alina dito, para mabasag ang katahimikan ng kaunti. She just shook her head then proceeded to close off her phone.

"Si Carl, my husband. Well, technically and legally, still my husband. Na sana ay maging ex-husband na in the near future." Alina was quite surprised with how Samantha uttered those words. Parang walang lungkot, galit, or pagkainis man lang. Walang emosyon. As in wala.

"Sorry, ate Sam." Iyon na lang ang nasabing salita ni Alina pagkatapos ng revelation na iyon ni Samantha. Isang sorry.

"Sorry for what?" Samantha stood up to get a cup of water, tapos nakangiting umupo uli sa harapan ni Alina. "I was just telling you the truth, saka wala ka naman kasalanan."

A sudden silence ensued between them two. Alina felt uneasy all of a sudden. Sino nga ba siya para magtanong, makialam, o kahit mag-komento man lang sa dinaranas ni Samantha?

"Just what is it you're brooding over?" Samantha blurted out all of a sudden.

"Wala naman, ate Sam. Hanga lang ako, lalo na sa tatag ng loob mo."

Samantha drew a big lungful of cool morning air in her lovely rest house. Ipinikit niya ang kanyang mga mata, habang ang mga daliri naman niya ay pinapatay ang kanyang yosi.

"Tatag ka nang loob diyan. I'm just in the process of being indifferent to anything that's got something to do with Carl." Alina was struck by what Samantha just said. Indifferent? As in wala nang pakialam?

"I'm sure you've heard a lot about my current relationship with my husband" pagpapatuloy ni Samantha. Alina just nodded. Oo nga naman, kay manang Zeny pa lang ang dami nang chika nito sa kanya sa dinaranas ni Samantha.

"And I used to hate him to bits, you know." Samantha was lighting up another cigarette, na sinindihan naman ni Alina. After puffing in some smoke, Samantha continued.

"Sabi naman ni Lexi sa akin dati, there is no love without hate; and there is no hate without love. So he suggested na I learn to be disinterested na lang with him. Be indifferent to him." There was a certain calmness when she said those words na lalong nagpapahanga kay Alina kay Samantha.

"Parang gaga nga din iyung baklang iyon eh. Siya pa ang nagsabi na subukan ko raw magpunta sa hoe phase sa aking buhay-buhay" natatawang sabi ni Samantha.

"Hoe phase?" takang tanong ni Alina sa kanyang kausap.

"Don't tell me you don't know about that term?" a confused Samantha blurted out.

"Magpapaka-pokpok ka? Iyon ba iyon, ate?" Samantha laughed so hard sa sinabing iyon ni Alina.

"Hindi ano. I mean, magiging mas open ka lang sa mga ideas ng ibang tao. You meet and get to know other people, as many people as possible, if you want. Para lang you're connecting to as many people as you can, but with a touch of seduction."

Alina was still confused by what she meant. Samantha sensed this, kaya she arranged herself then explained what the word means.

"How do I explain this? Let's see" she sighed as she was trying to put in some words. "You know, 5 years ago, parang ang pangit pangit ko noon. Or at least, iyon ang pakiramdam ko."

"Hindi nga ate?" Alina was surprised by that confession. How can a goddess like her feel ugly?

"Oo kaya. Si Jaime na nga lang ang nakakakita na maganda yata ako noon" sabi naman nito, sabay halakhak.

"So at first I went to a gym for a year, to build up my confidence. Pero wala pa ring epekto kay Carl iyon. Marami pa ring kulasisi ang loko." Naramdaman ni Alina ang pait ng pagsasalita ng babaeng kausap niya. Gusto niya sanang yakapin ito ng mahigpit, kaso she's in the midst of explaining kaya later na lang.

"Then I met DLG. Lexi. Naging kachikahan ko siya at tagapagpa-boost ng aking self-esteem. Then he introduced me to that phrase, the hoe-phase."

"But being in that phase means you need to do it with people, di ba ate?"

"Not necessarily do it, as in you'll have sex with anyone you meet. Think of it as a way to give yourself a chance to know yourself better, realise the type of things that stimulate you emotionally"sabi ni Samantha, habang umiinom ng kanyang tubig."For me, it was kind of a way to self-affirm. I wanted to prove that I am desirable and that people like me. Na may maaakit pa sa akin."

"Pero hindi ba parang mali iyung ginawa mong iyon, ate?"

"Wow, moralist lang ang peg ha" Samantha just gave Alina a sly smile, then continued.

"Being promiscuous doesn't necessarily mean you'll end up fucking every sentient being in the planet ano. Saka at least for me, I was stuck in a loveless marriage, and I was beginning to wonder what would happen if I waited a little more." Samantha drowned the remainder of her now lukewarm tea, tapos inilagay sa lababo ang tasa nito.

"Saka it's as if men don't go to that hoe phase din naman, ano. Case in point, si Carlitos." Samantha's face was still expressionless, parang nagpapaicture lang for her passport. "Kung pagkakapokpok lang ang usapan, eh malamang class valedictorian na iyon."

Parang hindi pa handa si Alina sa sinasabi sa kanya ng kausap. Medyo may pagka-conservative pa rin kasi ito. It hurts her Maria Clara-esque eardrums.

"So, you did it na ba with your clients, ate Sam?"

"To that, I plead the Fifth" sabi naman ng natatawang nang si Samantha. "Let's just say na I was able to get promoted as the head of client relations thanks to that dreaded word. Or phrase."

Alina just stayed silent for a little while, thinking. May point din kasi si Samantha. Sa propesyon nila, charisma equals success. Saka wala din siyang karapatang manghusga; siya mismo bumigay kay Wency.

"Look, Allie, I'm not suggesting that you follow kung ano man ang pinagdaanan ko. I'm not saying or even recommending that you follow my diskarte. I even would suggest na gawin mo ang trabaho mo sa malinis na paraan" sabi naman ni Samantha habang pinapatay ang kanyang upos ng sigarilyo. "But don't even think about judging anyone dahil lang sa diskarte nila."

"Sorry ate Sam, I wasn't judging you or anything naman. I was just surprised, that's all." Samantha just gave Alina a pat on her head, tapos tumayo na para pumasok sa kanyang kuwarto.

"Ate Sam?" said Alina, habang nakatingin lang sa maligamgam na tasa ng kape nito.

"Yes, Allie?"

"Does sir Jaime know?" Samantha just sighed, isang malalim na buntung-hininga.

"I don't think he does. I sincerely hope that he doesn't. But knowing Jaime, he might have an inkling na din naman" sagot nito.

Marami pa sanang gustong itanong si Alina kay Samantha, kaso seeing how sleepy her ate is, pinabayaan na lang niya ito muna. Ayaw na niya itong istorbohin pa. Saka naisip niya rin na malamang, marami din sa mga tanong niya ang hindi nito sasagutin. There are certain secrets that you can divulge, and certain ones that you need to keep to yourself.