Hate You Doc 2 (Mission Failed)

I fucked the guy I used to hate (Mission: "Don't shit where you eat" is a goddamn failure)

I have let my horny impulses win big time.

Today is Thursday and I started writing this on my ride from the hotel to the airport, and this will probaby be posted once my plane lands in Manila. Just 30 mins ago I was standing naked back there in a room inside that hotel, next to the floor to ceiling glass window while Doc Kev rams me from behind for the whole city to see. We were only on the 6th floor and there's a crowded mall beside the hotel. I'm pretty sure those people strutting the overpass 100% saw us fucking like horny rabbits. And I can still feel his cum inside me… dripping.

So how did I end up like a fucking failure?

Medyo proud naman ako to say na the first day avoiding him was a success. I'm visiting his site this week for 3 days: Mon(Day1), Tues(Day2), Wed(No visit, Eid al-Adha so day off for me sa hotel), and Thurs(Day3, today).

The first day was simply a success because HINDI KAMI NAGKITA. Lol. Whole day daw private practice si Doc Kev so nandun sya sa hospital clinic nya with kids (pedia things). My day on the other hand was spent working with the rest of his staff to resolve whatever is pending from the last visit. Come lunchtime, binigyan ako ng staff nyang si ma'am Chona (dahil sya ang resident chismoza) ng chicken alfredo pasta saka pizza from Yellow Cab, pinabibigay daw ni Doc Kev. I declined cause it's too much carbs and told staff na I'm starting my pescatarian diet. May pa-effect pa si ate Chona na sayang daw, malulungkot daw si Doc Kevin dahil tinanggihan ko ang food, but I just ignored the side comment. Then nagwork lang ako ulit.

Tuesday is almost the same: work, work, and work. At around 11am, I had to go upstairs sa vaccination site to train a new co-investigator. Pag akyat ko sa taas first thing I saw was Doc Kevin attending to one kid (patient), may pinabasang labs sa kanya yung parent. Pinapakanta nya ng Head-Shoulders-Knees-And-Toes yung baby boy nyang patient, and looked so happy interacting with the kid. Damn it. Daddy material. I know wala sa lugar pero nalibugan ako agad nung nakita ko sya. Dear lord he looks so good with glasses, tangina ang sarap. I've decided long ago na I would never ever have kids but seeing him at that moment parang gusto kong anakan nya na lang ako.
He's in a black long sleeve button down shirt, cleanly shaven, sporting a new haircut. We made eye contact the minute I came in and I felt so conscious as he watched me strut across the hall. Did I wear this tight collared and belted sleeveless dress and stilettos to look cute? Yes. Did I do this to impress someone? Maybe. All I know is I'm becoming too self-aware now and I just want to look pretty. After attending to his patient Doc Kev approached me to introduce the new co-investigator of our study, Doc Mike.

Doc Mike is this chubby, fully-bearded guy na parang laging nakangiti. Doc Kev just watched with a poker face as I struck a convo with his colleague. I started talking and training Doc Mike but I don't get bakit si Doc Kev ay… sunod nang sunod sa amin? As I lead Doc Mike to my table to quickly explain to him the protocol, nakasunod pa din si Doc Kev. Alam nya naman na to lahat so, idk. After a while, Doc Mike said his good bye dahil may duty daw sya. Now it's my PI left here with me, and a few people na malayo sa amin. I clearly remember him telling me I looked pretty that day, and if I want to go out and have lunch with him.

While waiting for me to answer, ayan na naman sya sa pagtingin tingin nyang parang ine-xray ako. He's looking at my chest pero kung dati subtle, medyo garapal na din sya ngayon. Nahuli ko sya tapos may gana pa syang tumawa. I declined his offer for lunch and I ran the fuck out. The things I learned from you guys when I posted here last time is 1) Don't shit where you eat and 2) Leave when you feel the sexual tension rising.

I wasn't in the mood for food anyway, so I just went back to our 2nd floor office to work some more. After mga 30mins, Doc Kevin arrived… with some paperbags in his hand. I recognized na it was from this yummy local vegetarian cafe.
In these exact words he told me: "I brought you some food since ayaw mo ako samahan. And I heard you're pescatarian now."

Ako na daw bahala pumili sa mga dala nya. I told him he didn't have to do this, pero hinain nya na lahat sa harapan ko. I can remember there was a grilled eggplant toast, some salmon quinoa salad, and shitake carbonara. Now I have to admit, sa pag iinarte ko ay medyo natouch pa din naman ako dahil inaalala nya ang dietary restrictions ko. I found it cute?

Sitting there alone with him, nag war flashbacks lang sa kin yung mga iniimagine ko last weekend habang pinagpapantasyahan ko sya. Yung fantasy ko… the two of us fucking… it was right here in this room. Ni-20 degrees ko naman yung aircon pero putangina nag iinit na naman ako. I literally felt goosebumps pag sumusulyap ako sa kanya, ganon na katindi. We're only 2ft away from each while we eat. Kanina pa sya actually dumadaldal pero di ko pinapansin, but then I decided na makipagdaldalan na din to ease my mind off the dirty thoughts

Non verbatim
Me: Doc please stop bringing me food nakakahiya na talaga
Kev: I'll stop bringing you food when you stop being so pretty
M: Naku magastos yan Doc, kung lahat ng pretty dito bibigyan mong food
K: Ikaw lang pretty dito

Alam na alam kong nagbibiro lang sya, so sasakyan ko na lang. We also talked about the study, his staff, and his private practice. AND THIS IS WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING.

Me: Toddler patients are cute, Doc. Masaya siguro lagi clinic hours mo
Kev: Masaya naman, wag lang mga sobrang iyakin yung bibisita (laughs). You like kids?
M: I don't
K: (Napatingin) Why?
M: Cute lang sila but I don't want my own. I don't need a lifetime responsibility.

At this point seryoso na syang nakaharap sa akin and ready na ako iinterrogate. Di ko alam kung naoffend ba sya sa sinabi ko kaya sya serious?

K: Babies can be fun. I can give you lots of babies.

What? Di ko gets. I was too stunned to speak.

K: We can make a baby right now.

DID HE JUST FUCKING TELL ME NA AANAKAN NYA AKO?? Edi wow, edi ako na ang breeding material Yung chair nya ay iginulong nya na talaga palapit sa kin.
Nasa table ko na yung braso nya. Iniisip ko pa din na naghahallucinate sya at biro lang ang lumalabas sa bunganga nya

M: Make a baby, Doc? Jokes on you I'm on injectable contraceptives hahaha (awkward laughs )
K: Ayos lang din. So pwedeng pwede ko iputok?

Dito na ako medyo nawala sa katinuan. This guy is the embodiment of maginoo na sobrang bastos. And boy do I like it.
Hindi na sya nagsasalita at this point, and nakatitig na lang din sya sa labi ko. And ang tanging nagawa ko na lang…. is move a little closer to him to FUCKING KISS THAT DIRTY MOUTH.

I moaned a little when we kissed, and I felt him smile. The warm kisses turned to a hot make out session, turned to a groping session. Na-carried away na ako ng feelings ko. Nagulat na lang din ako yung kamay nya nasa ilalim na pala ng dress ko, saueezing my ass. Para na ako lalagnatin sa libog so napatayo ako bigla. It's almost 4pm ng Tuesday anyway. My senses told me we shouldn't do it here where other people can see, also tambak pa yung charts na pinaparesolve ko kay Doc SO UUWI NA LANG AKO. Tangina sobrang sabog ko na talaga that time, takang taka din sya.

Pero nung nakita ko yung malaking umbok sa pagitan ng hita nya… damn he's so big. I NEED to have that. Sorry na agad kung napa facepalm kayo pero isa lang akong marupok na babae at bumigay ako sa tawag ng laman. I wanted to fuck him right there and then, but his work is not done and I was scared na may makakita sa amin. I grabbed my bag and looked for my pouch… and I gave him one of my hotel keycard.

Me: Room 618. Pwede ka lang sumunod pag natapos mo yan lahat.

WOW ANG BOSSING KO NAMAN. Medyo natatawa sya nung nakatingin sa akin, hindi siguro sya makapaniwala na binitin ko sya. But I did what I had to do, I'm here for work in the first place so kung magkakantutan man kami eh tapusin nya muna lahat ng ipapagawa ko sa kanya. Nagligpit na ako at nagbabye tapos sumakay na ng taxi.

Pagdating ko sa hotel, nakareceive ako ng texts from Doc Kev sa Viber. First, HE SENT ME HIS NEGATIVE HIV TEST RESULT Then, another msg saying, "Let me finish these notes before I do you raw". Grrrrr, Kevin! The doctor in him!! He was so sure na we will do the deed, and he wanna do me condomless?! I got tested recently as well, so exchange results kami.

Hindi ako magkandaugaga pagdating ko sa room. Naligo ako ng bongga at naglotion sa buong katawan. I wax my bikini area routinely so it's bare. I suddenly hated myself for not bringing a lingerie set. Gusto ko magpaka-VS model material. Pero wala, I only have this black lace g-string to showcase this plump booty. I wore a skimpy white cropped tank top, yung kita na yung kaluluwa ko. Di na ako nag bra, because why bother?

Just as I finished all my rituals, the doorbell rang once and I heard the door open. Hindi pa ako prepared. I was drying my hair when he came in, and there he was. Doc Kev. My meal for tonight. And yet again, he was holding some foodie paperbags for dinner I guess. He said hi then scanned me from head to toe, sobrang lagkit agad ng mga titig nya.

Ang isa ko pang napansin, may dala syang gym bag and makikiligo daw muna sya dito. Wow, I stan a clean and hygienic fuck boy.

I brought the food with me and plated up in my mini living area which is just a leather two seater couch and a circular coffee table. Kinakabahan ako feeling ko may part sa kin na gustong umatras. I hated this guy for a very long time,
but now my pussy has been aching for him so bad.

I heard the shower turn off and lumabas na sya ng bathroom. He threw the towel somewhere and nilapag nya yung accessories nya sa bedside. He looked so different in just a plain gray shirt and black shorts. He looked younger. If nakakatunaw ang tingin, I'd probably be a puddle of melted ice cream on a hot sunny day. The way he looks at me…

Fuck the food. He approached me and straight make out na kaagad. He sat on the sofa with me on top of him. It was almost 7pm that time and from that moment… we never left the room for at least 30 hours.

He literally ripped off my clothes. I was looking at him and I couldn't recognize him. He looks at me so seriously while sucking my tits. Dama ko yung libog nya sa bawat pisil. Me completely naked, him fully clothed… nakaramdam ako ng hiya but all the inhibitions went out of the window when he suddenly slid his dick inside of me. After a few slow thrusts, he jackhammered this wet pussy right away. The hard and long pumps drove me crazy, sobrang laki nya at punong puno ako. I'm on top but he's the one pushing.

Libog na libog ako habang naririnig yung mga ungol nya, for a moment I also heard myself and I sounded like a whore screaming his name. I was screaming, "Doc! Faster!", but he slapped my ass real hard and told me I should call him Kevin when it's just the two us. And so I did, I screamed his name all night.

He leaned back and rested his arms on top of the sofa's backrest. He's looking at me, watching me. Looking at my face, down to my breasts, down to his cock sliding in my pussy. He's watching me as I bounce and fuck him like a hoe. I've finally admitted what I was afraid of: I'm a slave for this guy. Mas ginanahan lang ako lalo.
I asked him to do it again. Spank my ass. The harder he slaps, the hornier I get. Cause I feel like such a slut and I love it. When he squeezed my ass and suck on my left nip, that's when I knew. I was the first to cum and I collapsed on top of him. He continued slow fucking my pussy some more while I cum, it was so intense and my legs were shaking. Pano nya nagawa yon? All these years I had to fake it for my ex partners, pero isang kagat lang ni doc nabaliw na ako at nilabasan.

We transferred to the bed. Naghubad na din sya ng damit and I saw na may mga ibang tattoo pa pala sya. He had this big tattoo on his left chest, and may isa pa sa likod na shoulder. Damn, ink suits him. Despite cumming once already, ni hindi nabawasan yung init na nararamdaman ko. Seeing him naked up close, tangina. It was even better kaysa sa imagination ko. I was laying on the edge of the bed while he's on the floor standing. He parted my legs widely by holding the back of my knees and he fucked me like that. He fucked me with slow, hard pumps. Sobrang sarap nyang kumantot. Ramdam kong gigil na gigil sya, I can feel it with every pump, I can see it with the bulging vein on his neck, I can see it with the way he was sweating so much… but he fucked me with restraint. Sobrang maingat, parang ayaw nyang masasaktan ako. His muscular body and broad shoulders hugged my tiny figure perfectly. All I can feel is this never ending pleasure brought about by his hard dick and all the dirty words he whispered to me:

"Ang tagal ko nang gustong gawin 'to. Ang tagal na kitang gustong kantutin"
"Sobrang sarap ng puke mo"
"Alam mo bang gabi-gabi kitang pinagjajakulan?"
"I think about you all the fucking time, binabaliw mo 'ko"
"Your tits are perfect. They are mine now"

I liked kissing him while fucking. He smells so fucking good, and he would also bite my neck na sobrang sarap din. Few more thrusts and he told me he was cumming. He was balls deep inside of me. He was moaning and kissing and biting my neck nung malapit na sya, nakasabunot naman ako sa kanya habang sinasalubong ko na bawat kantot nya sa akin. I asked him to cum inside, more like begged for him to cum inside. And he fucking did. He came a lot, sobrang init sa loob ng puke ko. Hinugot nya tapos pinanood nyang lumabas yung tamod nya from my pussy.

"Linisin mo"

I knelt like a good girl to clean him up, pero sobrang tangkad nya di ko abot yung titi nya Tawang tawa sya don so umupo sya sa sofa and that's where I gave him the best blowjob he ever had. I slid him in my mouth, up and down, and played it with my tongue. I can taste his cum, and I can taste myself too. Pinapanood lang nya ako, his hand buried in my hair. He's definitely fucking my mouth. It only took a few minutes before he was rock hard again, pinatuwad nya ako sa kama and fucked me doggy style. We proceeded to do countless positions on that bed: he fucked me missionary, he fucked me sideways, he proneboned me, he captained the ship, he fucked me with my legs in the air, I rode him reverse cow girl. We also fucked in every single corner of the room. In the shower, on the marble counter, next to the window to give the people down a live show. He treated me like an absolute fuckdoll. My favorite was when he fucked me doggy against the front door, beside this huge mirror in the hallway. It turned me on real good knowing the people innocently chatting away outside has zero clue about this slut being fucked on the other side of the door. Plus points na I can see him on the mirror and watch him fuck me while holding my neck and choking me slightly. He was looking so hot, looking at me…

We fucked and we basically lost count. And he came inside me every single time, he told me I am his cum dump now and I'm not allowed to fuck anybody else.

Basta ang naalala ko, lumiliwanag na sa labas nang matapos kami. My pussy was swollen from all the fucking. Also, I can't believe Kevin is such a tits guy. By the end of the night punong puno ng hickey yung boobs ko. He worshipped my tits, bit my nipples, sucked them, licked them. He marked my body as his. We finished at around 5am, showered together, cuddled in bed and slept like a log.

The whole morning noong Wednesday holiday (which is yesterday lang) we were just sleeping. Walang clinic si doc, and the research unit doesn't operate on holidays so it's practically day-off for the both of us. Around 3pm I woke up at the sight of him na dumedede sa akin. He asked me with puppy eyes, "Can I fuck you again?" and I got wet instantly so we did one round. I found out that he was supposed to attend a friend's birthday, but he'll ditch the party so he can fuck me again all night. "Nasa party man ako or wala, he'll get old anyway". Idiot cute

Our bedsheet was stained with cum (nasty lol), so I hid in the bathroom while he requested for housekeeping. We showered, ordered food, and with our squeaky clean sheets we were once again ready to fuck all night. Safe to say naibuhos namin yung 8 month's worth of libog we had for each other. I also enjoyed our pillowtalks. He asked for my address back in Makati and when I asked why, "So I can visit you sometimes. And send… stuff." It made me laugh, and I told him it's a ridiculous idea to fly to Manila and back just for a fuck. He only said, "If I get to devour your pussy all night, it's worth the airport headaches". Ok, then.

Downside lang is come Thursday (today), pareho na kami kulang sa tulog. He had to leave at around 3am kanina because he had a conference to attend in the neighboring city, but he said he'll still drop by before I fly back to Manila. When it was nearly 3am, he was very persistent na isama ako pauwi and bring me to his house para 'binyagan' daw namin yung bahay nya It's a hard pass, I said. Cause he milked me dry for two nights in a row. I took a nap kasi I still got a few hours left before work, and before he went he left me a peck on the lips.

Hindi ko masyado naramdaman yung oras today sa site sa dami ng ginawa ko, bilang wala akong naaccomplish kahapon dahil sa instant honeymoon na naganap, today ko ginawa yung backlogs ko. My flight to Manila is around 7pm, so I left the hospital at around 3:30pm cause I still need to pack my things sa hotel, buti na lang pwede late check-out. Si Doc Kev, wala syang paramdam but I don't mind.

While I was packing, I heard a knock on the door and lo and behold, it's the great Dr. Fuckboy with a box of native goodies and delicacies. I am in this place soooo often so di na ako bumibili ng pasalubong and also because sawa na din family ko, hindi ko alam bakit nya naisipan na dalhan pa ako nito. So many dried mangoes, so little space haha.

Kev helped me pack and squeeze through things para pagkasyahin lahat ng dala ko. While I was zipping up my luggage, he's giving me a back hug while planting kisses sa batok ko saka sa leeg ko. But after a minute I can already feel on my butt na tinitigasan na sya. Ang likot likot na din ng kamay nya, which is already under my skirt squeezing my ass. And since it's my last day and two weeks pa before kami magkita ulit, we managed to squeeze in two rounds of fucking before my airport transfer arrived.

Before anything, he lifted my skirt and positioned me half nakadapa sa kama and my lower body standing on the floor. I was expecting him to fuck me doggy right away but I was surprised to feel his tongue in my pussy. I've never been eaten this way, and he took his damn time pleasuring me.

After that he fucked me standing doggy against the glass, with a stunning view of the city under the golden sun; and then sat me on the study table for a little while too so he can fuck me while looking at me. I spread my legs widely like a slut, I love watching his cock slide in and out of my wet slit, and when I look at his face I'll find him just intently looking at me. When I asked him to do me harder, he did. When I asked him to suck my titties, boy he fucking did. In those moments I realized… this guy is a slave for me too. He'll do everything I want, and I never wanna stop fucking him. Once again he finished inside of me while he kisses me long and hard. I guess aside from mangoes, I also brought a load of his cum with me back to Manila :p
"See you soon, Doc!"

We'll probably see each other again in two weeks when I fly back there. For now, he added me on Facebook and Instagram cause he wants to communicate constantly. Ayaw nyang sa Viber lang kasi feeling nya puro work-related lang pag-uusapan namin lol. I hoped the first thing he'll send me would be a beautiful photo of his dick, but when I boarded the plane he sent me this meme of a kitty cat making a cute face in a heart filter with the caption "I haven't eaten and you look like a snack, baby". He also left a chat asking me to message him when I get home. Gosh, I'm feeling something weird inside of me.