Hate You Doc 3 (Mediocore Fubu?)

*just a short update sorry naaaa
*For a steamy story pls read the previous part (winkwink >_^)

How do you perfect the art of long distance hook-ups, anyway? It has been exactly a week since I last hooked up with a friend/fuck buddy/doctor I work with.

Pros: good sexual chemistry, tattoos, praise kink, amazing mouth to pussy action, multiple orgasms, m i n d b l o w in g s e x.
Hell, I can easily say he was the best fuck I've ever had, best lips to suck my tits, best face I've sat on, best cock I've ever ridden…

Cons: he lives 600+ miles away, at least an hour of air travel, and the fucking turbulence lol

I'm scared to admit that it's my first time doing this fuck buddy or friends with benefits setup. My buddy (I call him Kevin here) and I never really talked about it, but what else should we call this, right? I had casual flings before, but after 3 to 5 fucks I swiftly end it so I won't call them fuck buddy. Ito talaga yung first.

Because of the distance and for work-related reasons, Doc Kev and I only see each other every two weeks (see previous posts for more details). But anywaayyy, just two days after screwing this new fuck buddy of mine and returning to Manila, I have received a very special… gift.

I almost threw the box away coz it just looked so suspish. May airway bill yes, may name ko + address ng condo ko yes, pero malay ko ba kung ang laman nyan ay baka patay na hamster or putol na etits. Curiosity got better of me and I still opened it though. When I opened the lid of the corrugated cardboard box, I was shocked when I was greeted with a small flyer and this big logo under the lid that says "Ooooh, you'll LAUVETTE"

'Di naman ako sa Saturn nakatira, of course I know the brand. I've been eyeing some of their products for a few months now ever since my friend Pinky, my small pink vibrating wand (3inches) and the only sex toy I have has run her course. I scanned the box for more items: there's a green apple lubricant, a silk pouch, a purple twister vibrator, and a nude 9-inch dildo named Juan (which I was very excited to use). Tawang tawa ako kay Juan, may bayag sya and he looks very realistic!!! I was delighted with everything, but who would send me these? Though there was only one person, a sexually-gifted and horny doctor in particular, na binigyan ko ng home address ko from last week…

I called Kev to confirm that he was indeed the one who sent this generous box of toys. He told me Juan the dildo is the only thing I'm allowed to bounce on while he's away from me. And that while he knows how much of a slut I am, I am HIS slut and I should be a slut only to HIM; I should always just head straight home after work and fuck my dildo while I reminisce the steamy nights we shared last week. The phone call got heated instantly and after a few minutes I found myself naked and squirming, stuffing my pussy with this fat dildo while I scream for Kevin's name, aching for his oh so real and rock hard cock. From then on, I've been using the toys daily.
Damn, Kev buys me things I enjoy yet here I am tamang pa-cute lang pasend send ng nudes and videoclips na feel ko awkward naman. (Need niyo ba ng sample? lol)

During the day I send him some teasing photographs and clips of myself, maybe I'm wearing a lingerie or sometimes I plainly show him what's underneath my office outfit for the day. Then at around 10pm every night, my lover will call me, command me some lewd instructions like spread myself wide on top of my office desk - coz back at the hotel I went wild when he fucked me on the same spot, and once I'm in position he'll start spitting all these dirty words that would cream my pussy like a sex crazed whore I almost consider booking the next flight just so I can fuck his brains out.

"Baby we need to prime that pussy 'cause I'll be fucking you nonstop next week"
"I miss watching your titties bounce"
"Kakantutin kita araw araw, 'di mo na gugustuhing umuwi."

I feel useless sometimes because all I do is moan and scream, but when I hear him panting and moaning my name back with the faint rustling in the background which means he's jacking off, I feel kinda happy and satisifed too. He actually sounds satisfied naman everytime, and I'm sure he is, judging from the dripping cum on his gorgeous post-nut cock from the photos he sends me once we finish.

My worry lang is, hindi ko kaya gawin to lahat while on a videocall because I tend to feel super self conscious I find it too performative kaya I cannot enjoy. Sa pictures okay ako, pero pag recorded vid para na akong shunga, what more pa kung live? Guys like it livestreamed, right? Kaya nga may tinatawag na vidjakol, right?

To return the favor I just send him pictures of the aftermath. When I feel horny still, I send him a snap of my tits with hardened nipples so red from all the pinching. I also send a pic of myself with the dildo in my mouth, a bird's eyeview selfie showing my naked body with a finger inserted in my damp pussy. But more than anything, Kevin's favorite will always be a close-up photo of my pussy in all it's wet, creamy, pinkish, and glistening glory.

Funny cause this fuck buddy of mine in his early 30's (he's almost a decade older than me), doesn't even know wtf Telegram was a week ago and I had to explain to him pa the what's and why's, but now TG has been a good friend to us, a repository of all the kalibugan and kalaswaan we do every night. Auto-liker at auto-viewer ko pa din naman sya sa mga IG stories ko, pero mas active na kami sa TG ngayon.

The point of this post, jokes and throwbacks aside,

To the guys & gals of this site, is there anything I can do to make this mindblowingly better? Ayaw kong maging mediocre. Day after day, my fuck buddy just keeps on impressing me, he's setting the bar too damn high. And I wanna be the slut he'll never ever be able to forget, too. Sooooo,

What do guys want?
What can I do if I'm here in Manila and he's hundreds of miles away? Baka dapat padalhan ko sya ng fleshlight?
What are the words he'd probably like to hear?
Any nude photos/poses that the general male population loves?
Am I just overthinking things? Or padadalhan ko na ba sya ng used panty ko through LBC? Charot. Send help.

Ps. Do you have endearments with your fubu's too? He's calling me 'baby' a lot lately. Won't complain though.