To married women or women aged 30 and up

Nilagay ko sa story section dahil ayaw ma post as blog sorry guys… thanks

I just have a few questions for you. Let me provide you a brief background of my dilemma..

I am 26 years of age and a working professional.. I had a relationship with a 36 year old married woman. I know for a fact that she loved me and I also love her… Our relationship was not all about sex that I can be sure of.. We spend most of our time having long conversations over lunch, dinner, over the phone or even at the office…

We exchange sweet words and I love yous personally, and in frequency, we share our dreams with each other exchange letters containing our utmost feelings…. We kiss passionately and sweetly when we meet and before saying goodbye after work or after a date… We spend time together and enjoy each other's company…

We are also aware that we had will not last forever since she is married… But she never had the modesty nor respect of telling me in advance that we are through.. She suddenly ignored me and never talked to me.. I talked to her and said that if we are through I will understand and will hold no bitter feelings…

She just said that I don't want to talk to you anymore since I don't want my feelings for you to grow deeper…..
I kinda understand that but she started to deny what we had with those who know that we have something… even saying "nag assume lang naman siya na may something kami eh… na misinterpret lang niya…" I was hurt and felt like a fool…

What did we have then? Are all of it lies?
Was she doing it for sex alone? (comical as it may seem)
What are the thoughts that older women have over this matter?
Feel free to ask me for more details so that you can answer my questions easily… Thanks..
For moms or for those women who have an idea what has gotten into her please reply or email me at [emailprotected]