Jewel's Quest:A Night with A Stranger (Based on True Story of an FSS Member)

I've been a member here since last year but I never got a chance to share any erotic story so far. I guess I am more of a lurker than a writer and I am a great fan of eroticus, dropdeaddiva, pilyangpasaway, philgrabriel, shobe.sheen etc. (andami nyo po di ko na mamention lahat), I must say that their writing styles are really awesome.

Anyway, everytime na sinusumpong ako ng aking kalibugan (yes, kalibugan. Hindi ako impokrita para sabihing wala akong libog sa katawan), pupunta ako dito sa FSS, magbabasa at alam na. Hahaha. Then one time a certain blog caught my attention, it was not a sex story, it was more of a blog asking for opinions. I was so curious at that time but instead of putting a comment, I sent her a private message and we were exchanging some thoughts for a couple of days. Imbes na masatisfy yung curiosity ko, lalo lang siyang lumalim. I wanted to know more. I wanted to know the whole story and I wanted to hear it from her mouth. So I decided to ask her to meet me up at the nearest cafe near her place and luckily, she agreed.

Dahil sa sobrang excitement, 30 minutes before nandun na ko sa meeting place. I ordered a frappe while waiting for her while reading some book. I texted her to describe what I was wearing para madali niya kong makita. Seryosong seryoso na ko sa pagbabasa ko when I heard someone asked me, "Hi! Ikaw ba yun?".

I was expecting an average looker, around early thirties, fat, out of style kind of woman pero malayong malayo sa inaasahan ko yung nakita ko. Nasa mid twenties lang siya with an alluring smile. Naka yellow siya na polo shirt (Polo shirt ba tawag dun?) at shorts, simple lang pero classy ang dating. Voluptous siya (sobrang nahiya nga ang flat chested kong dibdib sa dibdib niya, matambok din ang behind. Sobrang pinagpala talaga), maputi, at kung ako ang tatanungin may hawig siya kay Aiko Melendez na may pagka Precious Lara Quigaman with a little bit of Rosanna Roces on a side.

"Sorry,I got caught in a traffic jam." sabi niya na mapapansin mong may pagka British accent.

I was astonished for a while, asking myself if I was talking to a right girl, hindi kase tumutugma yung story nya sa itsura niya. Maganda siya and mukhang edukada naman, it's notimpossible for her to look for a decent man to be her boyfriend but why did she do that? Lalo lang lumaki yung curiosity ko nung nakita ko siya.

Nagpakilala ako, ganun din siya, she said her name is Jewel (not her real name of course), I offered her to buy some coffee but she declined.

"It's kinda odd for a call center agent like you not to love coffee" comment ko. (Mahadera lang talaga ako.)

"Oh, I used to, in fact, I was very addicted to caffeine. That was my only addiction coz I don't drink nor smoke but my condition right now forbids me to dwell to it up for the next few months." then she smiled, "but a juice will do."

Halos iumpog ko yung sarili ko when I realized what she meant. Me and my stupid brain. So nag order na lang ako ng shake for her. Nagkwentuhan kami. Mostly about sa work. About sa FSS until I finally got a courage to open up the topic I was rooting for.

"Nung una kong nabasa yung blog mo, I found it very interesting. Bakit hindi mo isulat? Just to express it lang since you said you would never let anyone who know you personally know the whole story but you badly need someone to talk to about it. Sa FSS, ma-mmaintain yung anonymity mo."

"Not my thing, I'd rather solve a complicated math problem than to write an essay about what did I do last summer. I tried to write kase sinugest na rin yan saken ni MidLifeCrisis but I had to admit that I am such a shitty writer. I'm having a hard time putting my thoughts together, it's like a jigsaw puzzle for me."

"But will let me write it for you? Natry ko ng magsulat sa Wattpad (teenager lang ang peg?) pero syempre teeny stories yun. If ever, ito ang magiging unang story ko sa FSS.)"

"Sure, as long as hindi mo sasabihin yung totoong pangalan ko eh."

"Talaga. Sige. Sige. Thank you Jewel." Sobrang saya ko talaga nung pumayag siya. Hindi ko akalain na malalaman ko na yung buong kwento straight from her tapos maisusulat ko pa.

"So what really happened?" I asked.

"I really don't know where to start eh. Okay, let me regain my thought first…" Then I noticed that she grabbed something from her bag, a notebook that more like a diary kase may lock eh. She opened it and scanned some pages and I was able to glance at the first page, there was a lettering on it that says…

To Adrienne Gabrielle

From Mommy.(A/N: Syempre, hindi talaga yun yung nakasulat. Ibang name.)

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And here's the real story:

(A/N: If familiar kayo sa mga story sa Wattpad, most of them are written in character's point of view or POV. So since dun ako nasanay, isusulat ko ito in the same manner.)

Jewel's POV

"Jewel, your cysts are getting bigger, once it hit 1cm, I will suggest that you should consider oophorectomy (removal of ovaries). It's a prevention since it's highly possible that you are a carrier of cancer genes." Sabi saken ng OBGYNE ko for 6 years after ng transvaginal ultrasound niya saken.

"But Doc, I thought okay na ko. I'm taking all those medicines that you prescribed. Regular akong nagpapacheck up every 3 months. Nagppills ako. Bakit ganun?"

"Jewel, sometimes our body develops a resistance on medicine. Kaya nga ilang beses ko ng tinaasan yung dosage nung mga gamot mo diba? At alam mong uncurable yan. Pinipigilan lang natin yung hormonal imbalance pero hindi natin magagamot yung mismong kondisyon mo. But as you can see you're gaining a lot of weight, mas high yung testosterone(male hormones) kesa sa estrogen(female hormones) kahit na nagtatake ka ng estrogen pills. You have a history of cancer on both sides at dahil sa abnormal growth ng cysts kailangan, mag isip ka na. Prevention is better than cure."

Parang nawalan ako ng lakas sa narinig ko. Parang gusto kong sumigaw at magwala pero hindi ko magawa.

"Pero Doc, pag tinanggal yung ovaries ko, hindi na ko magkakaanak kahit kailan."

"Then I suggest you should get pregnant as early as possible. You're already 25 and the older you get the more na mas mahihirapan ka to conceive. And there are some cases na naccure yung hormonal imbalance by getting pregnant because mas mataas ang estrogen na pnproduce ng babaeng buntis."

Yan ang conversation namin ng OBGYNE ko ng magpa check up few days after New Year of 2014. Napapadalas kase yung sakit ng puson ko lately at hindi din normal yung lumalabas na dugo sa akin pag nagmmenstruate ako. I was diagnosed of having Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome 6 years ago. 4 years ago nakita nila sa ultrasound na lumalaki daw yung isang cyst. Namatay yung Daddy at Lola ko sa cancer at sa mother side naman, dalawang tita ko ang may cancer ngayon but since ayokong magpaopera, sumailalim ako sa medication. I lost all of hair and my body became weaker, sobrang hirap ng pinagdaanan ko nun pero okay na ko ngayon… Pero okay na ba talaga ako ngayon? Diba kasasabi lang ng OBGYNE ko na baka kailanganin ng tanggalin yung ovaries ko. Parang bomba yung balitang yun saken. Yes, I'm not ready to fall in love again, I'm still enjoying my life being single. Ngayon ko palang binabawi yung 4 na taon na nawala saken for chasing yhe wrong man but i don't want to be single forever. Pakiramdam ko para akong isinumpa. Ano bang ginawa kong masama sa mundo para parusahan ako ng ganito? If I am not to bound to be a wife, sana kahit nanay na lang… Sana kahit anak na lang. Ayokong mag isa habang buhay.

Sobrang tino kong estudyante dati, nangako ako na hindi ako magbboyfriend hanggat hindi ako nakakagraduate. Nung nakagraduate ako, naghanap agad ako ng trabaho at dahil hindi ako nakaranas ng good times nung nag aaral ako, pinagbigyan ko ang sarili ko na magkaroon ng social life kahit isang gabi kasama yung mga kababata ko. Nalasing ako nun at paggising ko may katabi na akong lalake. Hubo't hubad kaming dalawa at ramdam ko ang sakit sa buong katawan ko lalo na sa ari ko. Imagine, hindi ko man lang naramdaman kung paano ako na devirginize o kung naramdaman ko man, hindi ko na siya maalala.

A month after that incident, hindi ako dinatnan so hinabol ko si guy at sinabi sa kanya na buntis ako. May girlfriend si guy nun (tawagin nalang natin siyang Jay) pero nung nalaman niya yung sitwasyon ko, hiniwalayan niya yung babae at nag insist na panagutan ako. Sobrang laking gulo yung nangyari dahil engaged na rin si Jay dun sa gf niya, pinapatapos lang yung pag aaral nila ng college, halos magwala yung mga magulang nung girl, itinakwil din ako ng pamilya ko kase sobrang laking disappointment ko daw, isa daw akong matalinong nagpakabobo, Cum Laude kase ako nung college at on the process na rin yung petition papers ko para sumunod sa kapatid ko sa ibang bansa. Pero lahat yun iniwan ko para sa isang lalake.

Kahit matanda saken ng 2 years si Jay, college student palang din siya na eventually nagdrop out na rin dahil sa panggulo nung partido nung dati nyang girlfriend. Dinala ako ni Jay sa probinsya, sa bahay ng mga magulang niya. Although lantarang pinapakita saken ng pamilya ni Jay na hindi nila ako gusto para sa anak nila, binalewala ko na lang, nakisama pa rin ako ng maayos sa paraang alam ko. Inalok din ako ni Jay ng kasal pero tumanggi ako, ganun kase ang nangyari sa mga magulang ko, nagpakasal ng dahil sa bata, sinabi ko sa kanya na tsaka niya ako alukin pag mahal na niya ako at hindi dahil sa bata.

Naging okay naman ang pakikitungo saken ni Jay hanggang dumating yung time na dinala na niya ko sa OBGYNE for pre marital check up at dun namin nalaman na hindi ako buntis, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome ang dahilan kung bakit may amenorrhea ako (hindi nagmemenstruate), wala daw kaseng nailalabas na egg cell yung ovaries ko dahil sa mga nakaharang na cysts. Shocked na shocked ako sa nalaman ko pero mas na shocked ako ng kaladkarin ako ni Jay pauwi. Halos isumpa niya ako sa galit dahil sinira ko daw yung buhay niya, iniwan daw niya yung babaeng pinakamamahal niya para sa batang wala naman pala.

to be continued….