to find her again 5

Tila inuugoy ng mahinang alon ang galaw nila ni Ryan. Nagtataka si Anne kung bakit hindi naging hayok si Ryan sa mga sinabi at ginawa niya rito. With other men, everything she did was a mantra for them to get rough and dirty. Mas ok yun for her. The rougher they get, mas lumalayo sila sa kalooban niya. Pinapagod ni Anne ang mga ex lovers niya at ang sarili niya rin in the process. Gusto niya, after all the hot happenings, they would be too breathless to be cheesy before the goodbyes. And Ryan is going against that rule. Isa pa, he's too sweet. Too caring. Parang virgin sya kung hawakan nito. Gusto niyang mainis. Pero umuusbong ang isang panibagong emosyon para kay Ryan. Naisip na lang ni Anne na isa itong magandang alaala. Once, she was treated properly in a one night stand. She sighed and let go. Weird at gusto niyang iyakan ang nangyayari. She will go away tomorrow. That's the rule. She will just cherish this memory. This rainy summer night. This man.

Ryan sensed Anne's sadness again. Anu bang nangyayari sa babaeng ito? Mas mabilis pa sa weather magbago ng mood. He pushed harder inside her. Hinigpitan niya ang yakap dito. What is happening to you, Beautiful Stranger?" Naisip niya. May boyfriend ba ito at may problema sila ngayon? Hay... Parang ayaw niyang isiping may nobyo ito. Ryan kissed her to erase those sadness sa mga mata nito. Patuloy niya itong hahalikan hanggang sa ngumiti ito ulit. Hay, inis niyang untag sa sarili. Now where did that thought come from?

Masuyo ang mga halik ni Ryan which confused Anne more. She had been kissed countless of times. Isang halik lang, she can get the message already. Merong kung humalik sa kanya e parang mauubusan ng labi. It means, matagal na walang sex si gago so she's going in for a long tiring night. Merong parang tumitikim ng putahe sa pyesta. One wrong move and she will be driven home without orgasm. Mayroong nag-eeksperemnto. Kung anu-anong tricks ang pinagagawa sa labi at dila niya. But Ryan's kisses are doing something more. The kiss wanted her to feel at peace. Parang gusto nitong alisin ang pait sa buhay nya. The kiss seemed like a promise. Hay, Anne hated promises. Like she hated Santa Claus. And all the Disney fairytales. Ryan's kisses were trying to make her believe in them.

She kissed him like a porn star. Ayaw niyang mabura nito ang mga bakod na pilit niyang itinayo para ingatan ang kalooban niya. Tama na. Sex lang ang gusto ko. Pag-uulit niya sa sarili. Tinutupok niya ng pagnanasa si Ryan. Thru her kisses, nais niyang itaboy ang kabutihan nito. Nais niyang iparamdam dito na hindi possible ang fairytales. Magsex na lang tayo. She made an effort to get up.

Nagpaubaya si Ryan. She was straddling him again. Hinablot niya ang sinturon at tinali ang mga kamay ng binata sa headboard. Wonder was written on his face. But she paid no attention. She moved on top of him, her one hand on his shoulder. The other on his leg for support. She moved harder and faster. Napapagod na sya pero ayaw na niyang makontrol pa ni Ryan. She fucked him until her muscles ached. Shi didn't stop kahit nangisay na sya sa orgasm. She didn't stop kahit kanina pa nagriring ang cellphone nya. Nakapikit lamang si Ryan at panay ang buntong-hininga. She leaned and kissed him tenderly as she tried to move her hips wildly.

Ryan whimpered and shook his tied hands. Anne kissed him with all the passion she knew as she felt another series of orgasm. She did not slow down. She did not stop kissing him. Ryan is moaning loudly between her kisses. He's near.

Anne let go of his lips and Ryan is moaned louder. Sumasagot na rin pataas ang hips nito. Anne smiled as her nth orgasm came. Just before he reached his orgasm, nakawala si Ryan sa pagkakatali niya at yumakap kay Anne. He felt all the energy drain from him. Napalitan ito ng kakaibang paikaramdam.

Parang gusto niyang sumigaw sa itaas ng bundok at magpatihulog pababa. Binagsak niya ang ulo sa balikat ni Anne nang maubos ang pag-agos ng likido mula sa kanyang pagkalalaki. Humihingal sya. Anne, caressed his hair. She hummed a song at iyon ang huling natandaan ni Ryan nang gabing iyon.